A road to recovery is in great hope is my prayer ! The last 2-3 wks has been a close to death experience and the most painful part of my life physically. The first few days of dozens of doctors working on me and trying to find the right meds to treat the infections .I was resistent to 4 of the fews meds used to treat this kind of infection.The infections has gotten into my bone and eaten away part of the skull behind my ear.Also it has gotten into parts of my brain and only time will allow me to know if damage is done. I can not describe how terrible this pain was and it was all just time passing and I had no clue what was going on around me until today. I had ask God to please heal me and let me stay here a little longer .I was sent home yesterday with a line pic to my heart with IV pumps and nurses to come in every 6 hours to do treatments and to teach my family how to also help out. the drs. wanted to send me to a 24 hour care facility duration of the 5 wks intravenous care but I wanted to come home.Only lasted a few hours home and the infection has weakened my heart and lungs and I could not breathe and slowed the heart or spasm in the heart down along with the pain in my bones and skull I was a complete mess and had to return back to the hospital for stronger meds and see heart drs and more test.. We left here last night at 10:00pm in a snow storm I told Brian to drive slow and let me try to rest it was peaceful and I had a long talk with Brian about everything how much I loved him and the kids I also ask God to give more time I love my life and want to be here for my children and Grand babies.This is phase one of a couple of other surgeries I will need and right now I am able to control the pain with meds .Tongith when I got home the nurses were here and my children were here taking notes and watching and taking care of .Iam now relaxing in my recliner holding my honeys hand he has been there for me and taking such goof care of me.I still ask for prayers please thay I can finish this antibiotic I haft to be in the pump for 4-5 wks before sugery can be done and move on to the next steps for and surgeries..Thankful for all your love and all your prayers .Our God is an awesome God and Iam looking forward to heaven and meeting our heavenly father some day but want t be here to love my children and Grandchildren I need them and want to be one of the greatest influences in their lives !
Posted on: Sun, 25 Jan 2015 03:54:56 +0000
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