A story I found in our mail that touched my heart!!! It taught me to make the most of the time you have with your loved ones cos time is too short. Big ups to the confessor ! Godbless . Enjoy Evelina hi im tongan and im a big fan of this page, so i thought ill share my story..this happen back in 2009. sorry theres not many detail. the first time i couldn’t bear the distance between me and him. As i hugged my pillow and wept to myself, rememberin the time we spent together. I was 17 and he was 18. He invited me to his place where we spent our last day together. Something connected us and i loved it so much that i ached to be with him. “Here is your ticket and call me as soon as you reach.” He instructed as i looked at him with teary eyes. We were standing at the airport. As tears slipped from my eyes, he reached to wipe them. He then told me that he hate it when i cry it breaks his heart, and he said I love you sweetheart.” I reached NZ and it wasn’t the same as I hope to be. His words echoed in my head and my heart which made me cry harder as i tried to hold these painful voice inside. I was lying in my room and my sister was sleeping calmly. I did not want to disturb her with my sobs. “You want me to make you smile?” is what wrote on a letter that somehow got in my bag, I smiled to myself. I look inside the envelope and found a necklace that hold both our photos and our initial carve to it. A smile reached my face unable to hold the sudden surge of happiness that ran in my heart. “I will love you till my last breathe was written behind his letter “I promise.” There was something about these words told me he meant to keep that promise and it scared me but happy at the same time. Last night he called me at three in the morning and it startled me. i was happy to hear his voice in my sleep as he kept talking to me for three hours and by that time i was wide awake. I tried to hang up and go back to sleep but he wouldn’t agree. “Tell me you love me.” He had said that for the tenth time in between and i would obey him blowing a kiss on the cell. “Now go to sleep.” “I don’t feel like sleeping.” He said in a tired voice.i had known him for a long time but today he was reluctant to hang up. Every time he would make an excuse and engross me in some romantic conversation as i dismissed the idea of hanging up. “It’s almost morning!” I told him while checking out my watch. ‘BabyI love you and go to sleep. You have school tomorrow.” “I don’t want to hang up. I miss you.” He said in a heavy voice. “I want you here by my side.” Baby?? i was out of words at his craziness. I realized that as the moments were passing by, his voice was growing weaker and tired. “Baby Are you okay?” I asked worried as I could make out he was having problem keeping up the conversation. “Never felt better.” He said in a slow husky voice. “It’s just that I am falling asleep.” “I think you should sleep now.” i said finally. “I guess so…” He said with a pause. “I love you, Baby.” “I love you too.” I said and hung up. Something was disturbing me about him, as i called him back but he didn’t receive. I hung up thinking that he must have fallen asleep. I tried to sleep as my my eyes were about to close when a sudden vibration of my cell made me jump. It was his number it made me blush. As I smiled and received his call. “Baby…Go to sleep!” i said firmly but an unrecognized voice greeted me. “Hello?…Who is this?” I asked worried. “Who are you? How do you know Loto (no lastname)” A voice asked on the other end. “Im sandra.” I answered as my heart raced. “I am loto’s girlfriend” “This is Dr. ---- from ---- Hospital and I am sorry to inform you that Loto has passed away fifteen minutes back.” i could feel my world shatter as these words hit me on the head like a hammer and I can feel my body grow numb. Dr----- explained to me about Loto’s accident which took place two days back and he had a severe brain hemorrhage. The words were a blur for me as my brain lost all capability of understanding. Loto’s handsome face and innocent smile floated in my mind and suddenly realise that I just lost him. My family and friends were by my side when i revealed to them about Loto’s death. I couldn’t believe that he is no more as i grabbed my cell to dial his number when a message symbol blinked on my mobile. baby I am sorry to leave u but I tried to keep my promise that I will love you till my last breath. I have loved you from the first time I layed eyes on you, ur smile brings solace to my soul and I can never bear to see u crying. Baby, even if I am not there…remember that I love you and good bye. I read his message again and again sobbing in the dark. I even tried to dial his mobile number which was ‘switched off’. Loto was gone and i knew he would never return to me. His memories clouded my mind as i lay awake until i drifted off to a restless sleep. I went back to his funeral, it was just a beautiful day sunny out but as I say my last goodbey I break down and cry my eyes out, it was the hardest thing that I ever did in my life. Later on his sister gave me an envelope with a note inside says “I hate it when you cry…I love you.” I will always love and missing him everyday, and we all know everything happen for a reason..god already have a different plan for me and im ready for it. Till we meet again Babe, I Love You REST IN PEACE
Posted on: Thu, 10 Oct 2013 08:43:03 +0000
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