A year ago today I was handed a beautiful baby girl wrapped in a hospital blanket. I was in complete awe of the life I created. She didnt cry. She didnt fuss. We just stared at one another. The stress and pain I felt was gone. The worries and terror of being a parent wasnt on my mind anymore. I went from what am I going to do? to how can I do it? For the last 365 days, I havent felt like something in my life was missing. Youre the reason I wake up every morning with a smile. All the hard times and struggles I went through were gone the minute you held my hand with your tiny fingers. Ill never forget your first laugh. I had a rough day at work and I was on the verge of breaking down, then it was bath time and you started laughing. Then I started laughing. I let what was bothering me go and I lived in that moment we had. For every night I loss sleep....For every time I budgeted to make sure you had everything you needed.....For every one of those 19 staples and this large scar.... For every breath I held when watching you try to walk.... For every pound I gained.... I wouldnt change a thing. I couldnt imagine my life without you. I found that things that I once thought were important now seem meaningless. I love you Maddie Moe. Every day is a gift with you. Every day is a surprise. Happy birthday baby.
Posted on: Wed, 20 Aug 2014 13:08:09 +0000
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