Abby, I dont believe youre gone and I refuse to have normal days before you or somebody tells me its all a joke. Dont worry, I promise not to get mad at you, girl who passed out. In my yearbook you mentioned you read this somewhere: “friends challenge you and help you discover yourself, then you realize you do know who you are, they help you create yourself.” I must thank you too, for youve helped me build a better version of myself and you shall continue helping me with that because the impact you created is everlasting. Didnt I say it enough times? “Friends will always be friends,” and this little someone over here has you tattooed in his heart and mind, tattooed with genuine love. Our souls connected when you showed yourself as you truly were and so did I, and I ought to say, you are one of the most beautiful human beings Ive met. Youre such an amazing person! When I think about you, the first thing that comes into my mind is definitely your goofy smile, youd always smile, although inside, you mightve been crying. To my astonishment, youd always be willing to help others even when you were sad yourself and needed help too. I see your eyes, theyre gorgeous and innocent... I can also hear you saying Maaaaat and then giving me a real hug (especially after I said Americans dont give real hugs haha). Abby, you fought to live a real life, even though it cost you a lot, whereas many of us prefer to fake it. You inspire me to be myself! “Girl, u authentic!” And I accept and love you exactly as you are, and Id change nothing! People dont often show themselves; the truth is we are afraid of getting hurt. How are we supposed to know when its not only a matter of curiosity or a habit but somebody actually wants to help us? Well, I dont know but you knew and you opened yourself up to me and I felt comfortable enough to share my deepest secrets with you. Thanks for making my life better. Now, I care about you not necessarily because Im a good guy but because you being happy means I am happy. Thats how friendship works. And if youre truly gone as my rational side affirms, I wont let people forget how beautiful and sweet you were and how should we stop with wishes and regrets that unfortunately wont bring you back and start bringing your existence to a greater importance, as we allow ourselves to learn from you. I learned that no one has the right to tell me how I should live my life. And now Im determined not to put up with this anymore. Trying to make someone fit the same way in which you were made may be a very painful process as we all have different sizes and shapes; in fact, we are different and we all have different conceptions of happiness. So, respect that! I learned that we shouldnt wait until a person dies to show affection. Instead, we should do it as frequently as possible. Tell your family and friends how much you love them. But take love as a special word, dont use it just for everybody, otherwise it may lose its meaning. Treat people kindly and they will most likely treat you kindly too. Words are powerful! Be careful with what you say! You can make someones life miserable or bring joy to their soul. And no, youre not better than anyone! Clothes, phone, house, car, money, popularity or anything like that says nothing about ones personality. And lastly, I choose to be myself and live my life as I wish because nobody will give me back the life Id spend incessantly trying to please everyone else. Ill always remember you. Youll be alive in the letter you wrote me, in my yearbook, in the painting you did for me, in the photos I have of us and above all, in my heart. Abby, I loved you yesterday, I love you today and I always will love you. Rest in peace, girl who passed out
Posted on: Wed, 10 Dec 2014 00:54:01 +0000
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