Aint gonna lie. Its so hard. Went from feeling light in my heart to feeling lonely and heavy again. But grateful for the family and friends that have been around me all weekend. A big Miigwetch to my brother Merlin For coming with me to Shoal Lake. And a big Miigwetch to Celina for sitting with us and talking with us. Much appreciated. I felt Hannahs presence there. Felt her all around. Still feel her now. Its a lovely feeling. But I know shes got things to do and cant be around me all the time. But when I do need her. She does come and let me feel shes around. Its been a hard few years with out her. But I know. Every second, minute, hour, day I am closet to her. I will have tough days ahead of me still. My sea is still wavy and I know it will always will be. But will become more manageable in time. I have so many thank yous that I cant mention everyone. But thank you everyone for sending me kind and inspiring words. And to remind me that we all grieve in our own ways. My way is my way. Thats the way I know. Also. Sorry I didnt get back to some of ur inboxes. I just had no words. So I wasnt ignoring anybody. I just had no words. But Im very thankful for those inboxes and I will get back to you once I know what to say. Miigwetch for reading. Love your children. And remind them you love them. ❤️
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 03:25:50 +0000