All I remember is my uncle Bill Levi Smith former NAVAL officer, masters from Cal Poly SLO in engineering, worked for lockheed martin, contracted under NASA, stationed at Vandenberg AFB for over 35 years, going snow wkiing with wife and family Feb. 14, 2000 in sierra summit and having a heart attack on the slopes and dying...I went to his open casket funeral with all these extremely wealthy aristocrats from the military, lockheed, NASA, hundreds of people i didnt know(i was the most beautiful one there of course) and then I jumped on a GREYHOUND for the first time ever from cali to westpoint, MD for no particular reason(never been there either), didnt know it existed! Was just crying my loss...I loved my uncle Bill...next thing I know Im again somewhere Id never been in march of 2001...camp pendleton graduation ceremony...very loud...hurt my ears...not paying attention to the ceremony; rather watching the southwest airlines planes fly over my head...kiling my ears...and more concerned with this old grandpa looking of a mans hugemongous black head on his ear sitting in front of me wanting to help him to pop it...then i was standing in a line with a bunch of young marines for the barber to get their hair cut military style...why was i in that line...i really dont know...i fell 3 stories from a tree and woke up in a hospital bed from an a coma without a spleen kidney or adrenal gland...I have been suffering some 17 years of chronic fatigue(no adrenaline; no gland/no energy)...I have an ugly scar that runs from above my breast to below my umbilicus...i cry every night b/c i was a top athlete, wanting to be a pilot for our country with every recruiter after me from every branch...and i fell... ruining my entire life of every dream i ever once had...3 years ago, after believing id never conceive i gave birth...only to have my child violently stripped from my womb...and still w/out her...not only did they mortify horrify traumatize me all the more than i already was...they illegally took her and then took me 3 hours away from her to a crisis unit...i guess they thought id forget...how do you forget your own child?? thats right you dont!! now i sit, not only handicapped from my injuries/surgeries, but 1,000s of miles from my only living child that i can do nothing about b/c they have threatened me...it is very painful HEARTWRENCHING...especially at holidays...and it doesnt help with her birth day being one week before thanksgiving and then christmas...im thankful shes alive, but ive not much more than her to live for...thanks for your time, your service to our country and being a good person!! I dont live in Montana and I dont think Ive ever been ther, but youd have my vote if I did!! Run for PRESIDENT of the USA!! Ill vote for you!! You have a beautiful family!! I just like to flirt!! I mean no harm!! But I am Honest!! Kari Jo Smith AKA Suzy Shotwell!! See, my best friend ever when I was 4 and he 6, got married...well, god wanted him more...he drowned in a local canal only blocks from my childhood home...playing outside his home...his name was RYAN
Posted on: Fri, 29 Nov 2013 05:48:02 +0000
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