Alright guys, its yet another time of the year where I am feeling really low and kind of depressed. Im going through a lot of shit at the moment, and I appreciate the few people that still remained loyal to this page. Im extremely sorry we havent been active but life tends to get in the way. But thats not what this following rant is about (well, it kind of is but still.) life has a way of just screwing over a lot of people but allow me to take a few moments from your scrolling for a PSA from good ol Uncle Malachi. As of lately, Ive been feeling like relapsing with self harming, I have a couple super amazing friends that are helping me through it and I cant thank them enough. Even when I do all I can for both of them, I still feel like it is not enough. I wont go into detail on everything going on but one of the big things that has been a friend of mine has recently attempted suicide. I was not able to see this person in the hospital due to where they are currently located within the country. I felt like I could have stopped it, I feel like that maybe had I caught the signs before, I could have helped. I know when I post on here, its almost always about how its not worth it to commit suicide or self harm, but not many people will take to heart on what I say about it. I mean, why should you? Im just some high school kid typing words online to people I dont even know. Most people probably think that I dont even know what the hell Im talking about. Point is guys, there is help out there. Whether it is from a close friend like mine, or a teacher you trust, or even your parents. people often think, Oh, my parents wont care enough to help, so why try. I used to believe that, until I saw my mother sob over a couple small cuts on my arm. Guys, there is help out there, you just need to be willing to seek it. If any of you are feeling suicidal, message the page, and all four admins will do their best to help, or if you want a specific admin, just message and ask for that admin to add you. I check the page every day for messages, comments, everything along those lines. I dont post often because a few reasons. 1.) I dont have any content to post 2.) I have life getting in the way and 3.) I havent been feeling up to it. Ive lost too many friends too suicide, and too many of my friends have attempted. You see statistics everywhere, but you often think oh, theyre just pulling these out their asses, theres no way theres that many depressed kids in the world. Well thats where youre wrong, I can guarantee you, some of the happiest, funniest people you know have went through some sort of depression. I dont know many, if any of you guys on here, but I dont want you guys to become a statistic. Please, seek help. Ill post some links following the end of this. I hate going on these giant, massive rants about self harming and suicide, but I cant tell you how close to home it hits me, and maybe even some of you. So many people are affected by suicide, not just the one who does it, but everyone who was close to them, everyone who knew them, everyone they ever made smile, or laugh, or just feel in general. Suicide affects more than just one person, it affects everyone around that person. Suicide Prevention Hotline 1-800-273-TALK (8255) I dont have anymore at the moment, but I will be adding them through edits to this status. I apologize for only having the one. But again, please guys, if you yourself arent depressed, reach out to those who you think are, because you might just be saving a life. I love you all, and remember, It gets better. \m/ Malachi \m/
Posted on: Thu, 09 Oct 2014 01:07:21 +0000