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Am going to try and write this. Is hard to put thoughts into sentences and remember. I hate this. I want it to end. Wasnt feeling too bad so went to store and it smacked me in the head. Cant think right having to concentrate really hard to type. Feels like Im looking through taking drinking glass and things are wrong. I wish this would go away. Feel like I need to throw up. Brain is buzzing and spinning. Feels like Im overdosed and dont know how to make it stop. Want to die right now. My mind isnt mine it hurts to think. Everything in my head is jumbled up and confused. Feels like Im lost and dont know where to go. Why does it do this part. This scares me. This is the worst part. I can live with pain but my brain feels swollen and wont think right. Want to curl up in bed and cry forever. I hate this disease. I hate being me right now. I want it to stop and I want me back. Im so sorry. I keep this part to myself but I See I dont know what the hell I was just saying. Will try to write more later to confused and tired. Love everyone.
Posted on: Sat, 09 Nov 2013 02:57:28 +0000

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