...And my heart feels empty, when it once was filled with love, and my vision is blurred when I look at the stars above. I used to be someone else, I used to be so sure, so sure that I was deserving of love, that my heart was pure. And now here I am, thinking of you, of a love long lost, unretrievable, too. Will I ever love again, I doubt it, truly, I am a soul shattered and broken, existing, feeling, but only dully. Still I am hoping, still I am trying, to carry on, refusing a slow dying. For I have made a solemn vow, not to you, but to my new self, the one I am now. I may be alone, I may be without you, I may not be perfect, I may not be a beauty, thats true. Still I am me, and I am strong, I believe, and even if I am wrong, I simply feel that somewhere out there, maybe far,maybe near, there is someone for me, that much is clear. Someone who will love me, someone whom I will love, too - much more than I ever dreamed of, much more than I ever loved you. Because you never understood how lucky we were, you never cherished a love so rare. Now here we are, separated forever, and every day I tell myself that this decision was clever. It was the only thing to do, to go away, to leave you. To find ourselves we had to split, and by all means, as the greater good to justify it. So now I remember, why we are where we are, how we are set, still I remember the day that we met. No, I must not think of this now, I am to carry on, to never look back, to always stand strong. And my heart might be aching, tears I might be crying, but if I said we were perfect, I would be lying. So where are you now, my fairytale prince, my hero, my saviour, I am not whole ever since.... ........Spontaneous emotional nightly outburst, written as it came to my mind. Dramaqueening at my best.
Posted on: Mon, 11 Nov 2013 23:28:16 +0000
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