And so, one more day of 2014, damn that was fast. As much as Facebook likes to say how my year went I figure I would define the year in my own terms. Since I want to end it on a balanced note I will do the top three of the best moments of 2014 for me, along with the worst. Well, the bronze award for worst part of 2014 was, meanwhile, the bronze award for best moment of 2014 is all the TV work I been doing for TV 35. Maybe its not a paying job yet but, did enjoy the interviews I got out so far and crossing my fingers that its building my bridge to a solid job. Sliver award for worst moment of 2014, without a doubt all the various lies and deception I been dealing with all this year. Lies from jobs, both con artists putting up traps and real jobs that just did not bother to get back to me, from others, even from people I thought I could trust, it does hurt after a while, the feeling of being seen as not even worth being taken seriously, the feeling that people you thought you were friends dont even think your worth treating like a person, its a very hurtful feeling. Not all such feelings came out of spite, some of those feelings might have come by accident, I do hope at least a few such things were unintended at least. Still, feeling invisible is never fun unless your Bilbo or the Invisible Women so, dead set on trying to change things so that I dont feel so easy to dismiss. Meanwhile, the sliver award for the best moment of 2014 is writing my book to the end. Still got to edit it but, glad I am one step closer to realizing my dream, now just doing what I can to insure its as good as possible to get the best intended effect. And now, the gold for worst moments of 2014 is without a doubt the death of my grandmother. Even despite the fact that she was slowly dying because of Alzheimer, when it happens it still feels like a large hole in your heart. On top of that major death, less major but still painful deaths were abundant. Some were personal and some were public figures that I liked like Robin Williams and others but all of those deaths combined amounted to a massive feeling of despair, so much that if this year was a chapter in my life I could almost dub it Death Lies and Editing since those things felt like the most major occurrences in my life. Just really hope I dont have to go through so many deaths in one year for a long time. With that out of the way the Gold Award for best moment of the year is getting done with my last Master Class. Still having all my master classes done all ready feels like a major milestone, got my time in Grad school done in about three years, not bad I suppose. Once more, enjoyed my time in the program and hoping my efforts will help me reach my goals. All in all despite everything the year was bearable thanks to my friends like Doug Seavy James Carolan Eric Staller Phil Orris Michael Sanders and more that the year was bearable. For all that I was let down by various people, hanging out at Comic Con, weddings and Baseball games and just hanging out in general was a blast and knowing there are people you can count on always feels good. Theses days it does feel at times like the world is a place where all that is nice and good gets corrupted or destroyed and is a place that tries to crush you till get with the program or just get crushed. Even so, despite how hard it feels at times, I am not about to roll over. No matter how long it takes to crawl through this world, I plan to see my goals realized. Thats why I hope I can continue to walk with those who stand by me till I reach that place. Till that time, I hope everyone has a happy new years! https://youtube/watch?v=D9NXm9fAM1c
Posted on: Wed, 31 Dec 2014 05:28:39 +0000
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