Anon please. ((Using my sisters page for my confession)) I confess : I met this amazing guy in Aus about a year ago when I was on holiday.. he asked me on a date and I didnt wanna be ratchet and turn him down so I went along he told he had liked me for a while but was afraid to say anything. At the time I thought he wasnt my type I knew the kind of person he was! Because my brothers had warned me about him.. He was a pimp and as we were on our dinner date I realised how many girls had been checking him out of course I didnt really care cause I wasnt a tad interested in him at the time.. We went on a few dates til I became interested in him I knew what I was getting myself into and I was prepared for what ever the outcome. Two months of dating and flirting we made it OFFICIAL we were a couple. 5months into our relo I saw a change in him well atleast I thought he had changed and left his bad ways behind,he told me he loved me and I felt the same way. We then let people know we were a couple and my brothers didnt approve they disliked me for dating him.. 7months into our relo I thought everything was going great until I heard rumors that he was cheating on me,I didnt wanna believe the rumors until I confronted him first.. He told me its not true and that I was the only girl he loved .. He actually made me feel so special and made me felt like the luckiest girl in the world,I believed everything he said until I caught him cheating on me with my own best friend.. (The day before our ONE year anni) I was furious and went right in and took a swing at my best friend I wasnt going to stop I wanted her to feel my pain *then he stopped me* I ran out and packed my things and drove to my cousins place n stayed there for a while. I then moved back to NZ two months ago.. I found out last month that I was 4months pregnant with his baby :( he now knows and keeps trying to call me but I want nothing to do with him,Im still hurt til this day and I havent spoken to my best friend ever since the incident but I have forgiven the both of them. Im thankful for this beautiful blessing inside me and I will cherish and love my first child no matter what! I know I dont need a man to help me raise it.. Im fine on my own. As painful as it may be I know I have to let it go and move on with my life open a new chapter because I have a better responsibility now even though I love my baby daddy but I love my child even more.
Posted on: Fri, 24 Oct 2014 06:29:52 +0000