Around this time one month ago I got a phone call that would change my life forever. I was told my brother was in an accident and going to mason general I immediately started crying. Not to long later I got the call he was being flown to Seattle. I got to mason general before the helicopter left. I was in shock. Im still in shock. I still cant grasp that this is real. He was just here. He was just playing with Shaylee. Teasing me cuz he was so much taller than his big sister. It hits me in waves. Sometimes I can hold it in. Other times I just cry for hours. I have out bursts of anger. Why would this happen to my family? Why did he have to go? Did he know how much I loved him. How much Shaylee adored him. He never did anything wrong. So many questions that will never be answered. I just dont want to believe this is real. It hurts to much to even think about it. How do I keep going? How do I put on a happy face? I know I need to be strong for Shaylee but I feel so weak. Im so scared of whats next and loosing more people. When I was 16 I lost my cousin and my uncle. Not to long later my cousins baby girl. My grandpa. My aunt. I dont want to have anyone else go! Travis was going to be someone. He was going to be a marine. He had his life taken way to soon. I love you Travis. So much.
Posted on: Tue, 05 Aug 2014 05:20:32 +0000
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