At the age of 43 I never thought I would live to be 45 much less 47. I suppress a lot of memories from the time in my life, what I can remember most is not being able to play with my son, lack of breath and feeling useless. What haunts me the most is i didnt want my son to find his dad dead!! I would prey that I would die the nights he was with his mom, at that point in my life I did give up I was ready to go I thought my son would have a better life without his 760lbs dad which he had to take care of. He was watching his dad die a slow death. For those of you who dont know where Im coming from close your eyes and imagine this being you cant load the dish washer or washing machine standing up, havent walked into a store in 10 years the motorized carts wasnt string enough for me, washing your face of brushing your teeth you got out of breath, using he bathroom or taking a shower was an adventure, the look of discuss or pity from everyone who I came in contact with, not having a girl friend for 15 years, hiding from people not to get made fun of I could go on and on.. I remember how hard it was at the beginning to workout I know people were staring at me and a lot of them made fun of me but I didnt give a shit I was there to save my life!! But now I can go into any gym with my head help high knowing Im the baddest dude in the joint.. It took me until I lost 300lbs to realize what have happened to me GOD put the power in me!! As if he said you will NOT give up!!! Now STOP feeling sorry for yourself NOW get to work!! God gave me the drive to push myself each and everyday God also gave me the ability to be able to relate and understand what every obese person is going threw.. I know in my heart God wants me to spread the word YOUR LIFE IT WORTH FIGHTING FOR!!! Watch out obesity watch out world WE have just begun to fight!!!
Posted on: Sun, 20 Jul 2014 21:24:35 +0000
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