At times I feel like I dont know what Im doing. I was so conditioned to work in a corporate environment before where my every move was micromanaged, where there wasnt too much thought but a lot of repetitive action... that the freedom I feel here still feels awkward at best and I find myself still wondering if it truly is this calm and if they really are this supportive? I find myself happily getting ready for work, ready to explore and learn from my coworkers....something i havent felt in a long time. I used to dread the drive at my previous job...and had to convince myself every morning why I was still going in. It was not a healthy place for me to be in. I am now learning and soaking in the change in work flow. Where once it was overwhelming and overflowing...multitasking and meeting differing deadlines...mediocrity fueled the fire because you cant do it all 100% no matter how hard I tried...especially when a lack of work ethic and a lack of team support was the norm from others. Now i find that the expectations are that my work be concise, that it be accurate no matter how small the task..quality over quantity .....and every single person has opened up a door so that I may learn and I may grow. I went from a very structured government job that was suffocating my soul to a job that most would shun from yet this is where i feel free. I feel a strange quiet in my heart and an almost serene presence in my mind. I just want this to last just a big longer. Its like swaying on the hammock while the suns rays shine down on me in approval. At least for now, the puzzle is complete until I have to start again.
Posted on: Tue, 09 Sep 2014 19:17:13 +0000
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