Been another busy day... relaxing now getting ready to watch a movie with the fam... have a lot on my mind. Changes are being made... and though I know its way past time to end this chapter in my life and begin a new.. change is never easy. Constantly questioning if youve made the right choices.. and for someone like me change of any kind is a panic picnic × 1000. If it was just me id not dare step out of my comfort bubble, no matter the circumstances.. however as a mother I have to do what is in the best interest of my children. And right now this is the only option. No matter how scared I am.. no matter how difficult the road ahead may be... its time to let go of the past...heal and build the future. I wont lie... im hella mad and hurt that certain things have happened that have forced my hand... and that the path I thought was paved has crumbled beneath my feet. My heart breaks and my mind is a mess... and I am terrified.. but I know in order for my kids to heal and thrive this is the only option at this point. I cant say for sure what the future holds I just know i cant continue running into a brick wall expecting it to move.
Posted on: Sun, 03 Aug 2014 03:24:04 +0000
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