Being a single mother is hard & so tiring but its all worth it Im a proud single mama!👌❤️ Ive been through a lot during and after my pregnancy we lost someone special In our lifes my first nephew my parents first grandchild.. Still managed to be strong for my baby who was still in my womb I was 17wks pregnant, I was so tired at that time I stayed at the hospital the whole week had sleepless nights didnt wanted to go home when they told me to I wanted to be with my nephew i knew he wont stay with us longer it was hard to let go. And still to this day its still hard Christmas is getting near and his 1st birthday..❤️ And when my daughter was born I blacked out twice I dont remember anything, all I remember was everything was white like I was in the clouds or something I saw people around me who werent there in the delivery room.. My mom told me my skin was so pale and my lips was all white, my skin was very cold, they called my name many times and I didnt respond she said. Ill say I almost lost my life at that time... Nurses and doctor rushed to me they had hard time trying to find my veins. They gave me blood. Didnt see my daughter for almost 12 hours when she was born cause of what happened to me. Im glad my mom never left my side she said she was scared if she was gonna lose me or idk what went through her mind.. A week later when We arrived in Chis bah nooch imyuubeen got sent back to Valdor to have a day surgery and again when We flew back home, I was hospitalized for almost a week. And finally I got better. Over 2 months after I was in a car accident head on collision by a drunk driver that was the worst day of my life! At first I blamed myself cried all the time saying to myself I shouldnt have left why me?? What if? What if I died? Thats what was on my mind all the time I was traumatized. Tsdimajymashik neh bebem daw injii makheekoun gah whapmik thinking what if I didnt hold her in my arms anymore? I was so heartbroken and she gave me strength❤️ After that I got depressed so easily and still today.. No matter how mad I am to that guy I still forgive him!! Everything happens for a reason. God gave me a chance to be with my daughter again💕 Thats all that matters ✌️
Posted on: Fri, 07 Nov 2014 21:04:47 +0000
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