[Beloved Self, when I attune – join – with You, I feel as if I am connecting with safety, wholeness, reality. It immediately places me in a state of peace, a sense of wellbeing; that I am being protected, guided, led to the Place where all is as it should be: free of fear, guilt, anxiety. You are my rock, my strength, my anchor, my Guide. When I am joined with You I am whole.] “All this is good, and as intended. Join, then, with Me often, until it becomes at last, for B, permanence. You know that B will then cease to have a separate existence, a separate identity?” [Yes. And not that long ago such a thought caused me concern – fear even – that something ‘real’ and palpable was being lost. I did not want that to happen; it seemed like a sacrifice. But now, I rejoice at the prospect, because I realise that I am identifying more with Self and less with B. [I now see that this means I am Awakening to who I really am, and giving up, letting go of, surrendering, my ego persona identity/leasehold to its rightful Freeholder. How magnificent is that!?] “Major progress indeed. And it has all been happening one step at a time, imperceptibly, this persona-ectomy. :-) This is not surgery but a withdrawal of the focus of awareness from one perceived reality to the truth of your Being. So is it with the fear of death. It is a fear of losing something that seems real but in truth was never there. “Yet once the dream is seen as a dream, then its ending holds no fear, but only gladness that the waking is now taking place. And as the waking progresses so does awareness of your true Identity as Papa’s beloved Son take on ever great meaning, Joy, Peace and Love.” [This was always the plan for B, wasn’t it? I feel that deep within.] “Of course, as for all the fragments; your feeling does not deceive you. B is a harbinger, a messenger, with a message to deliver. He is already delivering that message. It will continue. It required much preparation, over ‘half a lifetime’, so that he could be brought, one step at a time, to the place of readiness. “This also required – and still requires – balance. Humility is easily flexed and distorted in the hands of ego into a travesty of its reality. Confidence needed to be grown in B that he was on the right path, the path aforetime agreed with he whom you had elected to follow – with whom you had journeyed many times before. “But entering into forgetfulness requires the tool of time to erode it away, and for restoration to remembrance to be accomplished. Balance is more easily maintained by the one step at a time approach. It helps also to keep impatience and impetuousness manageable...” [...You are surely not implying that B is impatient or impetuous?] “Heaven forfend... Be assured that having a message to deliver does not make B ‘special’, or set apart; for all the fragments have that same message to deliver to their brethren within the Sonship. The only apparent difference is timing. But time, you are remembering, is an illusion, from which B is recovering. “B shares the message and it is passed along, throughout the Sonship until all have received it, and by it have let go of separation, become re-joined in oneness of mind. Thus is the process, the leavening, the resurrection of many separated minds to one Mind completed. “He who gives you the message received it from its Source. It loses nothing in the sharing, the extending, but rather, grows in strength, clarity, certainty, understanding as it moves through the fragments. “Thus is the restored vessel made stronger by its rejoining. Now is the moment of rejoining, and therefore, of rejoicing. The New Song gains in popularity the more it is joyfully sung. Soon it will be on the lips of all, for it is already deep within their hearts and minds.” Diary of a Christ Communicant, AM August 10th 2009 honest2goodness.org.uk
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