CHAPTER 2 Part 2 After filling in the patient file the doctor left the room. With tears running down her face she said in a very low voice that she too didnt recognize, trying to hold back the urge to cry out loud Themba, how could you? How could you hurt me like this? I gave you everything, all of me and you abused my love and now your “tramp” killed my son, I will never forgive you, and you are going to pay for the rest of your life for what you just did to me. Themba just stood there looking like an idiot, he had messed up big time, he still had no emotion on his face, Thandi I am so sorry, please give me another chance to fix this. We will get married and have many babies, I still love you. Themba didn’t really love Thandi, he just liked what she gave him and how he made him feel, since the day they started dating his life had changed drastically, he was now popular among his peers, he always had money and Thandi would always lend him her car. He now had money to impress and girls were throwing themselves all over him, he knew that by letting Thandi go would mean him letting go of his now luxurious life and he wasn’t prepared for that, he was going to use Thandi to get to the top. After the loss of their baby Themba made sure to be the best boyfriend ever, he was always there and treated Thandi like a queen, Thandi fell in love with him all over again, after all she was still only 18 going on 19, she was not matured enough to think wisely. When she turned 19 Themba proposed, her father was not happy about them getting married this young but he knew that fighting it would mean losing his daughter for good. They soon moved in together and Thandi’s farther had bought them a house as a wedding gift. Thandi was the happiest woman alive, she had it all, money, a full furnished house and a handsome husband, after a few months of being married Themba was at it again and this time he would never stop, he spent weeks away from home, came home just only for a change of clothes, at other times he would come with one of his girlfriends and they would even kiss in Thandi’s presence. She soon fell into a deep depression, she stopped eating and all she did was cry herself to sleep, she was forever tired, she was emotionally drained. She shut the world out, she was afraid that people would laugh at her, afraid of the gossip and she soon felt ugly and had no self-esteem left, she started comparing herself to the other women Themba was seeing and to her they all were prettier than she was. After a year of this torturous marriage she decided to pursue teaching as Themba was now taking over the family business. School kept her busy and took her mind off things, she found comfort in her books, and being an A student really made her feel happy about life, but she never stopped trying to be the perfect wife, she had even stopped shouting at Themba and arguing with him was pointless because he had once told her that he would never stop cheating, he had said that all men cheat and that women are made for men and he was just acting like all men do, that Thandi must just be happy that he is able to make some time for her as well. Thandi chose to settle for that. As a woman when you love a man whole heartedly you try to be as understanding as you could be, you even try to make excuses for his actions, how he treats you and how he talks to you, you give your all and once your partner realizes just how much you truly care they start taking you for granted. Thandi was the only one who was trying to make it work, and Themba couldn’t care less, he had gotten what he wanted MONEY and that fulfilled his world, with money he had power and his ego grew to a size of a whale, he was happy, life was really good to him. He was now paying school fees for his three younger sisters and had bought a house for his mother and hired a maid for her. Throughout the years of being married to Themba,Thandi has had 4 miscarriages, with all the stress of he put her through she could never cope with her pregnancies. What saddened her the most is the fact that she had no one to talk to and regretted getting married to Themba, she had wasted a lot of her time with him, she should be the one running her father’s business, not him, she would have probably met someone that really loved and respected her, her heart longed for love and warmth, but by now she was used to the pain, Themba was a proud womanizer and had fathered five children that she knew of, the latest edition was a seventeen year old girl who had just given birth 7 months ago. When she heard of her pregnancy Thandi was not even shaken, there were times when she would have cried and argued with Themba about it, but she just chose to keep quiet. And now she couldn’t help but feel threatened by Mariam, what would she do if she became Themba’s new toy, under her roof? No she would die before that happens, imagine the humiliation, she was paying her and now her husband would be creeping with her behind her back, she again swore not to let it happen, she would keep a close eye on Mariam. Or maybe I am just being insane, she thought, Themba would never go for that dirty thing. Good morning Mrs Dhlamini said Mariam with a smile, she was trying to be as nice as she could because she desperately needed the job and this tension between them was really making it difficult to come to work, so like a respective child she would swallow her pride and be the first one to break the ice. Mam should I make you a cup of tea before you leave for work? She asked, no thank you Mariam, I have already had a cup of tea, there is money next to the fridge, when you are done with whatever you will be doing today, I want you to go the shops and buy me a few things, she handed Mariam a piece of paper and continued with her demands, Themba is coming home this evening and I want to prepare a nice meal for him, with that being said Mrs Dhlamini turned and walked out the door. Luckily for Mariam there wasn’t much to do, after finishing her duties she sat and watched TV, it was around twelve when she heard a car drive into the garage, oh Lord could it be Mrs Dhlamini, she thought but it was too early for her to come back home, she knocks off at 4, what could she be doing home this early? Mariam quickly stood up and turned off the TV she went to the kitchen and took out a few plates from the cupboard and pretended to be just finishing off the dishes. The door slowly swung open and there stood Mr Dhlamini, he smiled at her and said I finally get you alone, how are you sweet Mariam? I am fine sir Mariam answered shyly. Mr Dhlamini walked slowly towards her, have you given some thought about what I said to you, that if you agree to be mine you will never suffer again, never have to work here again? Mariam started to feel uneasy again, she didn’t trust this man and really felt like running away and screaming for help, but she chose to be brave and said no sir I haven’t thought about it yet, I don’t want to think about it. Why do you like being so difficult? I can take care of your every need and give you the life that most girls your age only dream about. By this time Mr Dhlamini had come closer to her he took her hand and pulled her closer to him, Mariam tried to free herself from his grip but he wouldn’t let go, he then said I know that Thandi is expecting me later on, she doesn’t know that I am home already, I came to see you, I came for you sweet Mariam, your innocence turns me on and I want you badly, stop fighting it and submit to me, I will make you the happiest girl alive. Mariam was now sweating a bit, she was really scared, she knew where this was leading, she wasn’t ready for a boyfriend and she didn’t want Mr Dhlamini as her first boyfriend, yes he was handsome and had lots of money but he was her boss and a married man. Mr Dhlamini pinned her against the wall, he still had her arm in one of his hands, he then grabbed another arm and put it on his private parts, he rubbed Mariam’s hand slowly on his private area, his breathing had changed, he leaned closer and kissed her on the neck, Mariam again tried to wriggle herself from him but found it difficult because he held her tightly against the wall, she could feel his growing erection, please Mr Dhlamini, please let me go she begged, but he ignored her and continued, he grabbed both of her arms in one hand and pinned them on top of her head, started cupping her breasts with the other, then tilted her head up and kissed her on the lips, his hand then went to her panties, he started putting his fingers in her, Mariam froze, shut her eyes, it was as if she was having an out of body experience, she couldn’t believe what this man was doing to her, he was about to force himself on her and she could not even scream or fight, she couldn’t even move, she let out a silent cream. Mr Dhlamini ripped off her panties and unbuckled his belt, took hold of her neck and squeezed tightly as he laid her on the floor, he positioned himself between her legs unzipped his pants, and moved closer to her, her then whispered, this is going to hurt a little, but you’ll get used to it. He then placed one of his hands tightly on Mariam’s lips and then pushed himself into her, Mariam screamed, tears flowed as this man was busy with his evil deed, his hand remained pressed on her lips. She kept praying that it ends soon, she could not even move her head, after a few thrusts Mr Dhlamini moved his hand away from her lips and started kissing her, he looked at her face and said oh sweet Mariam, you are just as sweet as I imagined you’d be, he gave a few more powerful thrusts and came.
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