CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY, this is going to be long so bare with me... as Im doing dishes a little while ago, thinking of my choices and my daddy. It was one of those moments I really started missing him and feeling the hurt of his abscence in my life at a time I need him so much. I bucked and started letting self doubt, pity and discouragement consume me I was just about to have a really sad cry BUT it quickly turned in to a VERY happy one instead :):):) Rainbows are soo significant, for so many different reasons in my life and they were always special to my dad and I. So as Im standing there letting the fear and uncertainties start creeping into my head this song comes on.. I felt a chill run down my legs and I promise you a complete calm came over me and the moment. Instead I thought of what I DO have, my baby girls, our health, our family our friends and most of all you GOD. I am SO GRATEFUL. I dont say or show it to you nearly enough Lord but you still bless and love me anyways. Thank you for the HUGE reminder that you havent misguided, forgotten or given up on me. I promise I will not doubt the decisions I have made to live a happier life anymore. Well at least I promise Ill try: D I believe in you and I trust in you. Thank you for your guidance through EVERYTHING. That was the coolest and happiest touch of love and faith... xoxo
Posted on: Wed, 03 Dec 2014 00:36:36 +0000