Cant get back to sleep. I miss Vega so much. Im not trying to spill my shit all over Facebook or look for sympathy but I just loved that little kitty from the first time she slept cuddling my head in bed or chased a laser pointer until she literally started panting. Ill miss how shes greeted me all these early working mornings of mine even though I know she just wanted food and how she would jump up on my back on her semi working hind legs and head bump the back of my head trying to get my attention while I was getting ready and how it worked every time. I even miss how she loved to annoyingly run outside or knock things off my night stand. Ill miss her sweet, weird little meow. Ill never experience this stuff ever again and its broken my heart. Again, not plying for sympathy, it doesnt really help now but Im awake at 430 am and molly is asleep and I just have to say something about it even if Im just screaming into the emotional void that is facebook. Im trying to have perspective but my eyes literally hurt from crying and I dont know if Ive ever felt so raw even when my mamaw died. I feel horrible about that but I guess I was more prepared for that tragedy. Anyway, sorry to emotionally vomit on everyones feed. Thank you for all the kind words and understanding.
Posted on: Mon, 08 Dec 2014 09:32:02 +0000
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