Cant sleep have way too much on my mind I have been broken for way too long I try to change I build walls, I knock down barriers, I beat the shit out of my demons, I fight off my fears and, I chew up my pride and swallow every bit of it. I do what I can for the health and happiness, the well being of my daughter I stress over small things because I know the longer outcome of the choices I make I know Im not perfect but I am 21 years old I am a single mother with little to nothing I have been on my own sense I was 14 I work very hard and still make time to help everyone who asks Im not asking for sympathy Im not asking for help or hand outs only the respect of not judging who my daughter and I are just because of my background or my choices I do them for her I have changed my life and being for her respect who I am now and how I became who I am we have all had a rough past in some form or another and no one knows the true depths in which they have effect your out come in life but we know that it exists in everyone, fight your own battles and dont judge the battles of others, my best friend reminds me every time I get like this that not one single person can handle your shit thats all you, you have to do you and take care of your own shit and a little more every day I realize how true that is, if you dont take care of you how can you do for anyone else I love my daughter and thats all that matters I do what I do; long hours, work, fight, stay home, get upset... its for her! its to better our lives, I fight depression every day but there comes a time to grow up and my time was the minute I looked into my daughters eyes because if I dont take care of me who is going to take care of her No One not one single person is her momma but me and for anyone to down me and what I do and insult my life and bring me down well thats shame on you because this is my life your words are only words my life is my reality you are only wasting your time and energy to break down another living being when you should be focused on you and what your needs and wants are and go for it, positivity could change the world if only people allowed it to! Sorry for the rant guys need to blow some steam
Posted on: Tue, 19 Aug 2014 06:22:12 +0000
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