Chapter 56 You didnt just slap right?....I was raging Liam: Im sorry I slapped him back like a crazy b*** Me: Dont you ever f****n do that to me.....you filthy a**hole, get the f*** out of my room Liam. Liam: Ak.... Me: Get out! I screamed My baby got a fright and cried so loud screaming in terror, ndamthatha ndampha botile ndamshushuzela, Liam waphuma enyoshoza. Yayingase ndimngombe andimazi Niniza ukhalelani bendibawela umbuqa lo ebezokopha msinyane ngona bayucuka ngoku nalamagxagxa. If uSbu was next to me benzombonisa ba ndenzwe ngantoni okwakhe....ndase ndayi ngqangqayi sana. Later Lynn came to check up on us saying she got take aways ...I went down to the table It was me,Lynn,Will and Nate engekho lenja yebhunu Lynn, tomorrow Im going home....ndadubuleka Lynn: Why? Is there a problem between you and Liam? Talk to me my girl Me: No it is not that, I just want to be with my family. In our culture it is a disgrace living with a boyfriend....irespective of the motive and circumstance Lynn: Have you spoken to Sbu? Is. He okay with it?l Me: I have spoken to his wife, tomorrow she will take me home after school Lynn: Thats okay, but tell me if you need anything....I mean anything Akhona Me: Thanx a lot Lynn, I appreciate everything you have done for me I will never forget that Lynn: You are welcom my dear, I would do anything for Sylvia I grinned and excused myself Ndaphakame noNiniza andavasa ndanxiba pjs ndangena ndinjalo. Ndamenzela ukutya botile, salala . Liam woke me in the middle of the night Hey,Im soo sorry...he whispered I shifted giving him space and I faced him , cupped his face Me: But why did you do it? You know Im bruised but you taking advantage of the bruised ego Liam why? Liam: Im sorry....he started crying haike andayazi kemnake ulilelwa ngumfana. Andaz noba mandithini ndambuka givin him WTF look Liam: I trully love you Akhona, maybe the reason why Im a bit of a control freak it is because of your warm caring self. Do remember me saying I dumped my girl for you? I nodded she is actualy the one who dumped me..plaining about this same thing. Of bein possessive. With you ,you never complained you are strong always laughing though you hurting. Im sorry for what I did or said to you please give me a chance...I realy didnt mean to hurt you. I wanna show you how much I love you,please Akhona Me: (sighed) Liam I hear you, even if I wanted to give you a chance you have ruined every little chance because youve hit me. In my book that is abuse....Im dealing with abuse now and youve made things worse. I cant trust you. It starts from your harsh words,then slap,next time a punch the other a bullet. So much is going in my life I need a break ....and interacial relationships dont work. You see my fellow brothers as K*** you said that more than once. I cant trust you with my life Liam: Please Akhona, Im sorry it wont happen again ,I just lost it Me: Im sorry I cant , I do love you but I cannot be with you. Please understand, I dont wanna hurt you bacause of my feelings for someone else too I love you he breathed on me , held me so tight I slept in his arms In the morning he woke me again Liam:Hey I smiled and kissed his cheek Liam: I love you Yho ndase ndaxakeka because mna ndithanda Anganathi ,naleyo betha wasnt a big deal but ibiseyilityholo to get away from the drama....but in the back of my mind ndicinga what if Anga hurts me. Ndayibona ngoko I love Rhaso wam shame...askies mabhulu Ndaphakama without saying a word ndavasa ndathambisela ebathroom ndanxibela khona. Ndabuya esahleli edlala noNiniza, uyavuka ke usisters He went out to bath too . Ndatya gqiba ndalinda Liam he took me to school , he was quiet all the way. I hugged him then got in school. After school Sitha called ndaya kuye we went to Selborne ndathatha niniza nEe rubbish plastic enempahla yethu. Alok kha size na bags. Sahamba sayotshona emdantsane ehighway Sitha wayofuna istixo kutata ...he came to the car...and that is when I realised I was still angry. Tata: Khomazi Me: Eweke tata Tata: Kunjani ntombam? Me: Ndiphilile Tata: Ndiyavuya nibuya besendine worry Ndazivalela umlomo wabe eteketisa uniniza ongena nqala wabe eyihleka sana umntu iziteketiso zika mkhulu wakhe. Sitha: Haike masihambe tata, ndileqa uphinda ndijike Tata: Enkosi makoti We left ndafika khaya uSitha wandiphathisa iplastic . Ndandlalela uNini phansi ndacleaner indlu yonke...I changed bedding yee room zonke kwabetha umoya kwa nuka fresh. Ndapheka umphokoqo ngoba khabhati bezi empty kugcwele I sauces nee spices. Akho nentlanzi le ne fridge ibetha umoya....ndaqala ndaqonda Sbu is broke. Ngoba tata uhlala ekhanda eliphela lately ngemali yakhe. Bakugqugqisile ukutya sana onoholideyi gqiba bayibetha yancane ugoduka. I took a bath ndatyisa AkonAnga ndamvasa ndamselisa panado walala. Kwafika Lizwi notata. Ndaphaka andampholisa wabe uLizwi eyongena eflatini akaqaphela ba kuvuliwe inoba okanye uleqa ayileqayo. Ndize nesonka nefish Khomazi...my dad gave the plastic Me: Oh bendipheke umphokoqo kuba ndibone la masi ase fridge Tata: Ungandipha ke ntombi, ndisithenge nje ba ndisazi akhonto tya apha Me: Oh ok Ndamnika etrayini namasi wabe esayokhulula in his room ndakugquma ndakubeka elounge. Ndaya in my room wangena utata Tata: Uzayo gqitha kum emsebenzini xa uphuma esikolweni Khomazi uzocukuceza, ifika kade nale 25 Me: Akazogrocer ngokwakhe uSbu? Tata: Hayi kaloku wayetshilo uqala kuJanuary uyayeka yonke into caba unetyala alibhatalayo. Ngoku ke ulizwi uthe uzondincedisa erentini nombane Me: Haike kungcono Tata:Funeka ndiqokelele neyakho yeskolo ndimane ngoyibhatala ngenyanga olwahlobo lwakuqala, uSbu akanamali Me: Enkosi tata Tata: akhongxaki ntombam, mandiyotya ke Me: ok (Noba ndingayinja emboqo kodwa uThixo wandipha uxolo kwinto yonke....it is a blessing into yongakwaz uqumba isidala. Andikwaz I couldnt be mad at my dad tsuuu......but lo ungu Sbu...yawulifumana ecam kwelanga ixolo lam) I called sitha ndizombuza nge nanynny Me: Hello Sitha: Hee girl andimfumani ke la sisi yazi Me: Yhoo nzokwenza njan kengoku ngesikolo worse ndikwa 10 andifuni uphoswa Sitha: Yhoo andisenaworry Me: Uhleli nobhuti? Sitha: Ee ntombi Me: Okay ke , I will make a plan then ndikuxelele Sitha: Okay ke sisi Me: Bye I had no choice but to ask Anga to baby sit Anga: Hellow Me: Hi Anga: Yhoo coconut uright baby? Me: Kinda, qha I need help Anga: Anything Me: Sewuhambile uyeskolwen? Anga: Ha.a Hamba nge 1st week ka febr Me: Khawu baby site maan Anga: Akhongxaki , niphi? uTa Sbu uyavuma? Me: Ndisekhaya, ndiyayifihla I nanny ivele yahamba ubuya kwam yathi iyagoduka (I wouldnt tell Anga what happened between me and my brother ,uright yena uSbu othukisa but soze ndithethe kakubi mna ngaye)it is just for tomorrow funeka ndigumbe umntu uxelele noSis Ntombi vha Anga: Okay awufuni thetha naye? Oko engafanga sistress Me: Mnike, utheni begula? Anga: Yho beku blind, but she is better now...nanku ke Me: Molo ma Wasothula isikhalo uNompucuko kwahlaba into kum ngaphakathi, ngumamam kaloku lona. The only mother who could be my true mother after Siyoyo. Ebengandazi nondazi kodwa wandamkela , abanye oomama bayathanda uba ne attitude kuma cherry abantwana babo worse baphinde bangabazi. With mpuci it was different wandamkela ngobubele, xa onzakele emphefumlweni ndiyalimala kakhulu. Zahla inyembezi nakum Baby ima nzophinda ndikufonele vha uyakhala mama ndakwaz nawe uzobe umncedisa...Anga watsho and hung up It rang again Me: Hellow Mpuci: Standwa sam, asikuko noba kutheni ndiyavuya uthetha nawe sisi. Bendibuhlungu Akhona ngento yonke,I wish ibikhona indlela ebekunokwenziwa ngayo Me: I know ma, but kuzoba right God will make a way. Siphinde Tshwetes and Damanes zihlale ngoxolo Mpuci: Ow mntanam,uAnga ebecinga kodwa ndizamnika nithethe andimazi ngathi yakoyika nje. Niright kodwa no pororo ka makhulu? Wabe efixiza ndimva usakhala Me: si right mama, besihleli kakuhle. Ulele nangoku ndimphe ipanado Mpuci: Ungathuli uswele sisi, andideleli kowenu nor ndiya underminer qha nam ndiyathanda uncedisa. Kaloku siligazi ngoku uNiniza wakhetha usidibanisa. Ndayazi ndibe wrongo ke ngonivumela nenze intozenu kwam, but mna bendicimba ndiyalungisa. Kunobe nihamba nilala ezibhedini ezimdaka zalemizi nomntana ninose nize kwam. Ngoba ndiyayazi mos abafana bayabolekana amagumbi Me: I know mama you meant well, ubhuti inoba usacaphukile zezakhe. Ndiyamxolisela ...ungazikhathazi uba ukuthuke kakhulu uyeva? Siyakuthanda noNiniza ungumama wethu Mpuci: Akhona mntanam Thixo uyayazi ndikuthanda ngentliziyo yam yonke. Bendingenzi nto kuba ndicingela unyanam kodwa bendibona uthandolwenu. Bendingazuzenza umntu onga understandiyo ndi flexible indalo mna.akusuba ndikuthatha advantage Me: You dont have to explain yourself kum mama, uthando lwakho ndiyaluva, it is my moms kind of love. Mamam ebelunge njengawe engayithandi into embi qha yena ethule Mpuci: Uyayazi ndizolala kamandi ndithethe nawe , nilale kakuhle yanithanda nompucuko ntombi tshwete Me: Siku thanda nathi Sis Mpuci Mpuci: Ndakubetha sundiqhela Sahleka soy2 Anga: Hey baby, so ndifike nini? Me: Fika ngoo 6:30 because bamka ngee past 6 ootata,uzosole undisa esikolweni Anga: Sho ke, ndanithanda Me:we love you too papa SAY NO TO WOMEN ABUSE, THERE WILL NEVER BE A REASON GOOD ENOUGH TO HIT A WOMAN.....for the
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