Confession#158 24 m.. (GUYS BIT LONG BUT ANSWER HIM AS HE IS VERY MUCH TENSED) Bhai mai 24 ka hu.. Job search kr rha hu.. Thk dikhta hu.. Sb straight hi sochte h.. Bt im bi.. Mai ek small town se hu jaha mai ye disclose nhi kr skta.. Evn mere parents itne broad minded nhi hai ki wo meri bato ko easily le payenge.. Mjhe boys n gals dono pasand hai par boys k taraf mai jada atract hota hu.. Par ye mai apne ghr pe nhi bta skta.. Max 4 sal fir meri shadi ki bat uthegi.. Aur mai shadi ni krna chahta.. Nhi chahta k coz of me any1s lyf get spoiled.. :-( Bro.. Im still virgin.. I didnt hd ny physical relationship with any1.. Im trying to control myself.. Taki mai kisike taraf atract na hou n sb kch reveal ho jaye.. Bt yar mje bt mann krta h, kisika lund dabane ka.. Bt shyd mai ye puri zindagi nhi kr paunga.. Bhai ek br nite study k dauran maine apne best frnd ka lund sote waqt daba dia ta, aur usne mje pakad lia.. Usne aj tk ye disclose nhi kia or bola q badnam hone wala kam krta hai.. Bhai ab tu hi bta mai kya karu.. Mai eklauta hu :-( Meri family mere pe depend krti h.. Lower or middle clas k bich ki jo family hoti h na mai usse belong krta hu.. So isilye mai guts la k b sb kch chhod chhad k nhi bhag skta.. Bht br lgta h k bhagwan mje gay q bnaya jb uska itna majak udaya jata h.. Aur bnaya b to india me q paida kia jaha log is relatn ko smj nhi pate h Bhai mai kbi kisi se ni mila as a gay,coz mje hamesha dr lgta h k kahi mai pakda gaya to.. Bht se boys ko dkhta hu mast lagte h fir pant k upar unke lund ka shape dkh k khush ho jata hu :-( Yar mujhe sunane se pehle ek br sochna k mera fault kaha h? Aj mai khud badnam hona chahu to nhi ho skta coz meri family se mai juda hu.. Mai kbi nai kehta k gay life buri h, balki bht sari bate achhi lgti h U knw yar mere frnd circle ek ladka reveal ho gya k wo gay h.. Wo chennai 4 boys k sath rehta tha, ek din wo apna fb khula chhod k bhr gaya aur sb uske sare msgs padh liye gay ladko n uncles k sath wale U knw yar uska kitni gandi tarah majak udate h sb mere samne, kch majak uske muh pe krte h :-( Us dost k muh par kch jokes krte h jo wo nhi smj pata.. Mai sbse kehta hu k chhodo na yar uski kya galti /h bhagwan ne uske hormones gay k bnaye h to wo kya kr skta h.. Leave him uski life h jaise chahe waise jiye.. Us waqt koi koi meri ha me ha milate h after that the same drama continues..kya kare dost hamari society hi aisi h.. Aj mai apna sach apne 2 best frnds jo mje bht mante h unko b btau to wo b shayad aisa hi react kare.. Ya thode changes to 4 sure aa jayenge unme b.. :-( Bas ek hi dost mje mila jiska lund maine pakda tha rat ko jo sb jante hue b mere sath ghumta h ghumata h aur secret rakha h Yar ek br mai apne ghr ja ra ta ek gali k andar, mje bhr mere dost ne chhoda tha aur usne dkha k ek 28-29 sal ka ladka mjse bat krne a ra h Rat ko mjse pucha k kaun tha mai bola pata ni, mjse pucha bht achi dosti h jo tmhe chhodne aya.. Fir bola tm hairy ho Ispe mera dost gusa hua or bola dobara mile to no. Mangna..Mai bola chod na bhgwn bnaye h, to bola tere hi piche q :-( Mere pas uska no. Tha par maine ni dia.. Jb us gay ne mjse no. Lia to gay bnke nai nrml dost bnne. K lye.. Uska cl b aya bt maine ni uthaya Drta hu k sbko pata na chal jaye.. Aur agr mre rishtedaro n jan pehchan walo me fail gaya to kya hoga? Mje galat mt smjhna dost mai b ek nasib ka mara hu, mere log delhi jaisi soch to rakhte ni h k family ko convince krlu Yar kch aisa karo ki jaise ladka ladki nrml shadi k bd ek sath rehte h waise hm reh ske.. Parents smje frnds smje hme Aisi bht si bate h btaunga :-(
Posted on: Mon, 18 Nov 2013 13:40:55 +0000
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