Confession no :4 female 21 I loved a guy from class 6 , i was literally crazy after him , we were family frenz ..i had full access to his things . anything of his ....he never stopped me neither i felt hesitated .... i knew i loved him since childhood .. nd was waiting fr my class 12 to get over .. i donno what must have he felt fr me .. the way he use to look at me .. use to give me the feeling that he also liked me .. tym passed .. nd he strted ignoring me i never knew wat the reason were .. nd till now i dont knw ... and the moment i decided to tell him .... that i loved him .. we were nt in contact fr six months nd i wanted to patch up ... but the irony was he died ... nd i was out of town .. i came to knw the thrd day ..obviously i was shattered may be my family came to know by seeing my reaction but they never shown.it to me nywaya all i was left with the guilt of fighting wid him not talking for the six months ( he dint also tried to contact me ) .... so its been almost 4 years .. m ok .. but still i do think , wish i wud hv told him .. wish he knew how much i cared for him wish i knew wat dd he felt fr me , was i a normal fren or something more ?? .. There r many questions that i knw will remain unanswered , today i just wish i have all the nswers .. to all the ppl its nt nly a confession but the advive that never keep anything in ur heart leave the ego shy nature if u feel something for some one be it anyone parents siblings cousins fren or any random peeson .. just say it nd snt wait fr the right tym ...coz if the destiny is in ur favour then the right thing will happen at any tym .. so just say it ... coz really its hard to live with the regret ... it haunts me still wish i told him .... Admin ARC ;speachless
Posted on: Thu, 04 Jul 2013 04:56:02 +0000
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