#Confession_no_264: M 21 Hey admin/ pagewasio I knw everyone over here has been reading love stories ever since the page has been put in fb... but Im left wid no option other than asking u guys to help me out.. its a long story pls read so that u can understand my situation. It all started wen I was in 11th. She joined class at the end (crash course). I was stunned by her beauty (physical beauty). All I wanted was to make her my gf but she was not talkative and was not involved in the gossip girls group. 11th session was over and I cudnt even ask her for frndshp. To my luck she joined 12th classs coachng there only. This time my frnd helped me. She(my crush) was the bestie of my frnds gf. His gf helped me talk to her and slowly we started talking and in 2 weeks I proposed her. A clear #NO was her answer. We wre still frnds and I didnt talk about it to her. But deep inside I wanted her. It was vry uneasy for me to be her frnd. We became gud frnds and thn she was open to me. She told everything about her family , relatives etc and y she doesnt wan to b in relation. Her family is kinda conservative. Nothing was allowed to her..No hanging out wid frnds no movies wid frnds etc. After some 6 months of being frnds , I started to develop some different kind of feelings for her. I proposed her again and this time there was a #YES!!.. I was vry happy and then startd our relationship life. It was vry smooth but before our 12th finals, her brother(younger) learned about us. She was slapped by her father and her family made her life worse. She failed in exams. And she left me widout even saying a gudbye.. wen she went I learned wat actually love was... I cried day and night and was all alone. all my frnds made fun of me and since then I am not talking to thm.. I didnt score gud in EEE and got a local private college. An year later she called me frm her neighbors cell and told me all about wat happened and she told that she has opted for B.Com. Her father expired due to blood cancer.... soon we were again in relationship. I loved her madly and this time it went smooth for the next 1.5 yrs. We totally enjoyed our life. We went to restaurants, we kissed, we cried in each others lap.. everything!! We were deeply in luv..!! As u knw achha waqt kitna jaldi guzrta h... one day wen we wre standing by the roadside, all of a sudden his brother saw us. He was in a group of 6... he took my bikes key and asked his sis to go home... she didnt... then he asked his frnd to take her home.. she went(unwillingly).. he took my mobile and called my mom... and told everything.. my mom was unaware of my relationship. She was shocked... I was beaten badly by those 5 bastards... We didnt talk again.. this time it was more painful.. I used to cry all night... her memories were flaoting in my eyes... the way she used to say me hu n jaan always made me feel that she was the one whi was made just for me...!! I missed her badly... I wanted to speak my heart out but no one was there to listen.. my mom was nt talking to me.. dad was out of town... After 4 months of lonliness she again called me.. she told me about the situation she has been through... I told her about the beating I got.. we cried the whole night... she told me that it is impossible for her to live without me.. her parents were planning on for her marriage and after her graduation shell be married.. hardest sentence Ive ever heard of her mouth. .she was crying... I too wanted to cry but I pretended to b strong and said fine!!. She said she wants to be mine forever and before anyone else touches her she wants it frm me... I was speechless for a moment because I and she always wanted us to be doing this after marriage. But our marriage was next to impossible because of we being frm diff castes. I was convinced and wen we were just about to do it, she might have felt pain and she asked me to stop at the very last moment. She was not ready yet..! I respected her choice, kissed her forehead and we dressed up.. she had developed much more respect for me then She has now gone crazy. She wants to run away frm her home. Her mom loves her v.mch. I knw she cant bear this pain and shes a heart patient as well. Ever since her father died, her moms condition was also not well . Her brothers still an asshole.. he doesnt care for anyone.. She was not seeing the situation the way I was and the way it was !! I didnt want anymore trouble in her life thatswhy I took the painful decision to be apart from her. I started ignoring her, pretended to b busy, kept my phone off quite often...one day I asked my friend(gal) to help me. We went to a cafe near her tution and intentionally kept my bike so tht she cud see.. she saw my bike and v. happily came inside the cafe to see me. She found me wid a gal and I was holding her waist. She came towards me, staring and eyes filled... she didnt say a word & went back... it may look filmy but I did this. I too came back and cried like hell..... Now she thinks I am a pervert. I used her and everything. We fought and are now apart.... but i did this only for her family and there reputation... Ive never thought of any one else in my life.... I luv her like anything and my condition is getting worse than ever.... Should I reveal the truth and get back to her or shud I let the things be as it is nw.... pls suggest me guys.... u all are the only hope....!Srry for length....!!! #geni: you should tel het what you feel n its important... since a gal has trusted you her heart u should not make her regret that.. and at last you should fight for whats yours make her mom understand about that.. once when evrything is sorted his brother will accpet you too.. god bless!! #sk this is what we call true love :) (Y) i respect your dedication & Sacrifice :) but i think you lost the hope in the meanwhile, you should have waited , i know you care for him , most of the relationship go through problems but that does not mean we will stop loving someone , you know what mistake you have done ?? you should not have used your friend (girl) to make her hate you ..its not right thing , if you wanted to draw her out of those problems you could have directly said u want to be apart...it hurts much when someone who loves you truely sees you with someone else !! #At #Last #You #Lost #Your #Respect ,BTW if you get change try to set the things right back :) GBU (Y)
Posted on: Tue, 30 Dec 2014 12:13:56 +0000