DISGRACELAND CONFESSION™ # 645 I am Female I know this isnt the place to speak about what Im about to mention but its the first time Im being public about it. I feel like a failure in life. I have studied, I have qualifications, I have children, I have parents, I have friends but I feel so alone, lost and worthless. I have not been diagnosed with depression but Im pretty sure this is whats happening. A lot has happened to me over the years that have led me to this feeling. People say they care but they really dont. Every day I wake up and instead of saying Im alive, I wonder why Im not dead yet. I just want to die. Please dont tell me to trust in God because I feel like God (if He does exist), has forgotten about me or punishing me. I followed all rules, didnt do anything bad during my life, but was abused, cheated on, retrenched, homeless. I wonder daily why cant I ever get a good break in life, instead of it being constantly snatched away from me. I feel like Im cursed. I feel so lost and alone. Im crying as I type this. I dont want pity. But this is the only way I could vent whats swimming daily in my mind. Count yourself lucky if you never had to deal with pain, darkness, emptiness and helpless because its the worst place to ever be in :( (please excuse all spelling and grammer, Im just too emotional right now). Sorry if I spoilt anyones evening with my post..
Posted on: Thu, 18 Sep 2014 13:30:01 +0000
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