Darian Amante 23 November 2014 Dream .. in the end.. Blurry moments of the first time our tongues touched, the breathlessness … The first intimate touches, the flowers, the rain, the awe.. ~I will always be your girl, Rain.~ “I will always be yours, Mina.” The thought of her lips and her swelling chest make me wake up in pain, a throb that is taken care of till my legs feel numb and my head buzzes. I want her to feel what I feel and the next time we’re under the rain, my fingers touch that which was untouched and she trembles, she sighs and buries her burning face in my neck. I can’t stop kissing her, she is so.. beautiful, my lil pigtails, my Mina. ~ There is more.. Rain? There is.. more?~ “Yes, my lil pigtails, there is more” ~Show me?~ “Later, Mina, another time. You’ll always be my girl.” ~But I want you. I want you to..~ She pouts and I kiss her again. “I want you more..” I am reluctant to go further, my sister has explained that a first time happens only once and that it is painful for the girl. I don’t want to hurt her, never hurt her. ~The family of a friend of mine asked for my word.~ “What word?” ~ My hand, you silly!~ The coldness spread from my neck and froze everything inside me. “What did you say?” She rolled her eyes at me. ~ What do you think I said? I will always be your girl, Rain. Always.~ Beautiful flowers for her day of birth, her annual. A thin golden chain for her ankle. We kiss and kiss. By now there is a little cottage I have created and we meet there when the weather is good. We still go out when it rains. Her voice is hoarse. ~ Rain…? It hurts~ Shhh my love, shhh it will only hurt for a moment. Then I promise you, I will give nothing but pleasure. Let me love you, lil pigtails, my love. I try to never hurt her again. Never. ~ I made this for you~ The blue woolen scarf is simple, yet it seems to me more than divine. It’s soft and warm, just like my lil pigtails. I put it around my neck and the enticing smell of her skin stays with me. “I will always have it with me.” ~NO! DO NOT TOUCH ME!~ The words filled my head and I was by her side in the next moment. I killed the males that had touched her then hugged and touched her as if trying to convince myself she was there, with me, my Mina, my lil pigtails “My love.. My love.. oh gods..” “See how I move, know what I will do next. No. Again.” She is on the ground. “You stopped paying attention, my love, again!” The bedroom is beautiful, it’s the palace of a god after all, I don’t know how she got there but she is whispering that she wants me. I kiss her knuckles and lead her to the next bedroom. My Mina. My Lil pigtails. My Love. ~Tell me your name, please?~ “Darian, my love, but I want to remain your Rain forever, for all my days yours.” ~I love you, Darian~ “I love you more, my Mina.” I wake up. It’s hasn’t been like this in a very long time. I take a shower trying to clear my head, to stop her voice from haunting me, her face, her.. I punch the walls of the shower and the tiles and concrete behind them are nothing against the fists of a god. I repair them instantly. There is nothing I can do but wait it out. It’s like a cold. It will take time but I will be over it. Again. Time to grab that hot chocolate with Salih.
Posted on: Sun, 23 Nov 2014 08:47:04 +0000
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