Daylynn writes about her emotional breakdown today. She needs encouragement and some support: Well it happened; my emotional breakdown from this illness and the hold it has had on my life for the past three years. I smile and pretend for everyone that I am fine. When in truth my world is falling apart. I cant function and I live in constant fear. Do I tell anyone? Oh no! I dont want to unload my burden on them, I just keep smiling. But today after my third attack on the interstate on ice none the less, I crept to my location (luckily I was just about to the exit when it happened) I stopped and just cried uncontrollably making the symptoms worse. My job is 20 miles away, I am a single parent and soul income for us, I love my job but have missed a lot of work lately due to this illness. I have lost 3 jobs already in the last year from this and have been in two accidents in three months (not due to attacks but judgment is off, luckily no one had been hurt) I have lost all control over my life due to this illness which caused me to breakdown and land myself in the stress unit today. Even there they could not help me. I feel so alone and that no one understands the hell I go through. The doctors have no idea the impact this has had on my life and how my quality of life has severely suffered. I am tired of living in fear of this illness and not knowing what to do to improve things for myself and my children. Thanks for listening
Posted on: Thu, 13 Nov 2014 22:07:20 +0000
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