Dear Devin Good morning Sunshine. I want to tell you I miss you so much. My anxiety is high today. The dates are different, but two years ago on a Friday just like today was the first day of your Senior year. This was something you and I were so proud of and happy about. I didnt know, things would shortly go South. Devin my heart hurts so much. I feel like Im just broken. This week someone told me, Im sure people want you to move on. I dont know what that means, because I have no other choice then to move on. I dont think people know what this feels like in my heart. I dont expect them to, but I do expect them to either be loving or dont say anything to me. The tears fall off my cheeks like a river. I know your safe and in heaven. I know you didnt die in vain. I know you are helping others. Thats what people always tell me. When I picture you in my head, in that coffin, nothing anyone can say helps me. God keeps waking me up, so Im doing the best I can here on earth. Sweetheart Im sorry for hurting you. For not being enough to save you. Devin I love love love you. My life will never be the same without my best friend. Im trying to survive thats all I can do. Trying to help others, like I know you would want me to do. Please hold me this month. Love Mom
Posted on: Fri, 01 Aug 2014 13:53:43 +0000
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