Dear family. I ll remain annonymous. Last year around this time i met a guy, we became very close friends so close, phone calls everyday, outings and so forth, communication is on point, honesty and all that. We both christian, single and serving at church. There was a time when we started developing feelings for each other and things we a but awkward between us and we decided to remain friends as we felt being in a relationship will complicate things. We remained friends but honestly i m inlove with this guy, i told him how i felt, he also did say how he felt but we seem or shud i say i seem to be missing something, we cant get to a decision if we going to be in a relationship or not. Few weeks back i called him as always but he was too busy for some weirdreason with this friends, call cut short it hurt because he always had time regardless of where he was, last time i spoke to him he just couldnt wait to get off the phone and he was irritated during the conversation. We spent our first week without any communication, we met at a friends party a week later, we just behaved like normal people whove never spent time together. I finally sent him a message days after that explaining that because od his irritation on the phone i was hurt as it reminded me of my past when i was obsessed on my ex. I told him i had to stop calling him for my own sanity and peace on his side as it seemed like i was starting to cross the boundries. He apologised and told me maybe ita good that we dont talk for now. Problem is i miss him so much, i really do. I love him and i wish he saw that, theres a friend from my past who had told me he would wait for me after i had broken up with my ex to heal and when ready to date again. He is back but when i m with him jeez * rolls my eyes* no connection whatsoever. What do i do? Move on and settle for the one i dont connect with? Or stay and hope my sweet love friend will get his senses back and call me to restore our friendship? Please help? Do u think sweet love friend already has a girl? *crossing her fingers its not true* please advise
Posted on: Fri, 22 Nov 2013 15:07:03 +0000
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