Demi Lovato and myself had the same issue.. we were "cutters" . I always get asked what the scars on my arms ,, as if people dont know. I was ashamed for awhile but I begin to accept that as a human im not perfect I dont claim to be and my scars support the matter. Family strangers, and doctors all want to know why i wanted to kill my self but the fact is it was not about "Killing" myself, I have had two really bad episodes where i had got so depressed I could no longer feel and cutting was my way of feeling. Problem was I couldnt feel the cuts either. Once I would come out of depression I could begin feeling the burn and soreness. My last episode was 4 months ago. The "strength" tattoo I got from Demi Lovato which she got in a reminder of her strength and how the fans stood by her through her darkest days . So even though I dont have fans im going to have this same tattoo to support Demi Lovato myself and anyone else out there who have been through the same thing. This will be my reminder that im not alone and everytime I think about cutting I will have to see this on my wrist and remind myself why I have the tattoo. It will be a way to help keep me from repeating this matter bc it is a symbol of everyone not just me and the strength we all need to stop these events. Im not ashamed of my scars anymore they are simply reminders that even when i felt i couldnt be any lower i found a way through and faced another day. Thats were the courage tattoo comes in. This will remind me always that i am capable of facing another day weather i believe it or not. So these tattoos will be not only for me but for you too, because standing up for you means i need to be the best i can be and the marking will remind me of my fight for us through the years! Love you all! " Strength & Courage "
Posted on: Sun, 22 Sep 2013 01:07:46 +0000
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