Disappointment: the feeling of sadness or displeasure caused by the nonfulfillment of ones hopes or expectations. My hopes and expectations have been drug along for so long now, my emotions have been on a roller coaster as well as my health and my relationships with people. When you want something so badly, its hard to just give up and move forward, its hard to stop fighting when thats all youve ever known to do. I always fight for what I want, who I love, and I typically dont quit until I get it. But now Im realizing more than ever that what I may fight for may not be in Gods plan. No matter how much I want something, if he doesnt see fit for it then I will REMAIN unhappy. I have been telling myself Oh, youre just going through a rough patch, with money, my relationships, my happiness, my classes, my confidence, and my health. Well I am DONE making excuses for the wrong doings of other people and myself, and I need to make some changes. Anxiety is not fun and I have experienced it WAY more than I ever should have to this semester. Please pray for me as I am trying to open a new door, enter a new chapter and putting this one behind me. GIVING UP is never easy and moving on is not an ideal Happy state of mind for everyone. My attitude, mindset, laziness, excuses, and depression has got to change. Also, please pray that I find a better paying job in the near future. God, PLEASE lead me.
Posted on: Tue, 11 Nov 2014 19:53:35 +0000
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