Dont read this if youre gonna screw me. Kay. I dont think I should press the subject for the danger of rising expectations which might only end as disappointment. Never mind that; I have not the smallest hope. It is every way hopeless. In vain I have struggled. I will not do, my feelings will not be repressed. You are the constant object of my highest opinion. Despite the fact that I have scarcely any influence with you, I rate yours on mine highly, and as to the severe degree of self-denial, which my own conscience prompt. My happiness is in your guardianship, but youre not desirous of saving my feelings. You pierce my soul. I am half agony, half hope. Tell me not that you are going to cut me off, that you are proceeding to abolish the conception of my existence off your cerebrum. (Pray consider my consent for the reason that you are my subconscious.) Dare not say that everyone is replaceable, for I like you above anyone. I have myself endeavoured to forget; you alone have disturbed my peace. For you alone, I have been in the habit of brooking burden. Have you not seen this? Can you fail to have detected my desperation? I know not in what manner, under what form of tragedy you have imposed on me; but your success is not perhaps to be wondered at. I am quite unable to account for the honour of having my heart broken by you. However, I am resolved to act in a manner which will constitute my own happiness, without reference to you, or to any thoughts of you anymore. I could not admit you to be worth thinking of again. I have never indulged much hope, I have now none, of ever encountering you once more. Emphatically, I venture to say that I have nothing to propose of deeper efficacy since... I rather wish, than believe that your disappearance is of no consequence. I feel myself ill-used and unfortunate because if you were to come back, Id inevitably offer myself to you again with a heart even more your own than when you almost broke it. :v P.S. Inspired by Jane Austen and someone the world does not have to know.
Posted on: Wed, 24 Sep 2014 17:39:44 +0000
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