Dont wait to tell someone you love them or tell them that you care because when they are gone no matter how loud you scream and shout...they cant hear you anymore...Wednesday July 2nd 2014. I woke up and found my boyfriend lover roommate and often pain in my ass Gary Gene Wagner dead on the bathroom floor of what appears to be a heart attack. I realized that the screams and sobbing were coming from someone my good friend Loraine Humphrey Leon was dragging backwards out of the bathroom into the hallway. I wondered if Garys essence or spirit was also looking down seperated from the drama the pain the helplessness. Probably thankful his role was over. You always were a little selfish baby. I stopped shrieking picked up my phone and dialed 911. This is my first time on Facebook since my friend passed. I have resorted to some old comfortable survival skills. Numbness does have its positive points. ..Im missing you baby. ..All the misunderstandings and wrong assumptions seem trivial and the stress created by others was at best over reacted to. In the end the hurt and loss belong to those of us who loved you. We walk forward in life without you except for our memories and the essence of how are lives were touched by you whether negative or positive for it is all a dichotomy the ying and yang of our live force.Thank you Gary for touching my essence. You scooped me up when my husband Glen Sampson moved on and passed into the next experience and I rode the wave. I always knew we were meant to be. I always thought I would go first though. I love you gary thank you for the last 5 years the ups and downs showed me I was still alive. This is what I will always be grateful for. Peace my love xoxokc
Posted on: Sun, 13 Jul 2014 08:34:40 +0000
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