Dr. Just left my bedside. He was surprised to see how fast i recovered from my bout with pneumonia this past January. He just said that my recovery this time is NOT improving as he had expected. He said he is ready to take a more aggressive approach, and that I could be here at least another week. I am terrified that Im going to miss the birth of my newly expected granddaughter due anytime now. She has started to dialate and the baby is positioned for birth. Lord help me get better!! Just to see my babygirl be born. That is the greatest gift of all, and its a miraculous beautiful time to start the bonding process. She will be the sixth one i have, and hopefully praying she is NOT the first one I miss. I really want to be there to support my daughter, hold her hand, and help coach her. Please GOD, its really all in your hands, and I beg You, I truly would give much Praise and Thankfulness to be there. Please send me some extra PRAYERS family & friends. I need alot of strength, and the ability to breathe better. I just want to be better. I am not ready to give up, throw in the towel and say goodbye to my loved ones. AMEN So, with that being said I know you care about me too, as I do you. Please, even if under your breath, say a little prayer for me. I Pray for you all everyday! Crying again, and I dont want pitty, this comes from fear. Oh, and to my loved ones, the aggressive approach will be the sterroids that i so have an intolorance to that makes you have the intolorance for me. I promise i will try to behave my mouth! Little control i have with that as you all know that know me well. I will apologize in advance so dont hold what i say upcoming against me. Thanks for reading all this, if youve made it thus far. Im terrified up here, and going it alone doesnt help very much! I love you all for always supporting me!!! To my family, I love you more than Anything!!!! xoxoxo
Posted on: Sat, 05 Apr 2014 13:56:09 +0000