Each day I grow weaker, The color lost within my eyes. Ive been pushed too far away now, Im far too deep to rise. I pull these legs forward. A smile, my disguise. Does it phase you? I am shattered. My mind and thoughts are scattered. My heart is bruised and battered. Inject me with your poison, So I can suffer along everyones misfortune and the fate of what went wrong. Condemn me to the blackest depths, Where I live, Where I belong. Wait. But this feeling, its so euphoric I am content, I am numb. It takes away the pain I hold, back when I was young and dumb. I am sinking very slowly, This is at my own will. This absence will consume me, I live for this thrill. Please take this burden from me.. Kill it, kill kill. I am swimming in this blackness, it is my inner being. I never want this void to end, never knowing, Never seeing The war and peace coexisting, The anger inside of me, always persisting. The never ending question, Why am I here? Why am I existing? Stop. I am alive to this demon, Which has made me so blind. Succumbing to the poison that kills my body and my mind. I dont want to live this life, So repetitive, unrefined. Take me away, to someplace far and new I am assigned to this wall, I want to break through. I am crawling, Im trying, Thats the best that I can do. Im tired of being sick. This sicknesses will subdue.
Posted on: Thu, 30 Jan 2014 03:59:54 +0000