Early morning feeling of sadness and tears and maybe some will not understand how difficult it was and been trying to cope of it because theres still one whos here and I know his supporting me too much .The happy and sadness mixed together .Saying hey its back to school tomorrow yehey ! youre on your Senior year and behind inside your heart crying to remember hey ! both of you be a Senior now. Missing the other one so tremendous heartached my emotions are upsidedown where should I begin my week to see some Senior classmate going in to school smiling and hiding my smile. This school year was different for Harry made a move telling mom I can handle it I will go to school alone for registration letting him to do that after showing the subjects ,books and uniform back .ahh! Its not complete still empty .Several times I been hit I can handle the challenge of my own but a mother whos been trying to take this challenge were defeated of such feeling ....I missed him ..a word cant take over to one side that I will said ahhh! its ok ahh ! I will move on ..because no matter what it may ..it will be forever .Were stepping but one foot behind and I let it ..because I know he is walking not for me anymore but walking side by side for the others . God be with you ..A word I will be keeping for God be with my son ..God be with me today and forever for I know God is with me today to let me forward everyday of my challenge. Labor of love today with peace ,that I may counts the labor of graces that all was given for he is with me.
Posted on: Mon, 01 Sep 2014 13:06:41 +0000
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