Enough of this exposing truth for right now. I need balance n im back n centered. When I am dealing heavy programming n ridding it they push back hard and it takes a toll myself in many ways. Im so grateful for that condensed intense experience taught me although it was very exhausting it is also over with. I feel like Ive had so much ive been focused on n been doin and almost got knocked off my center which they were hoping id do but a great weight lifted off my shoulders now and I am stronger than ever and will never b taken down to make it look like self destruction. I am in control more now than when I began. This was needed for me whether others see it or not and I got through it n Im great now. It could of gone another way but i know better and worked too hard to give up. Things r shifting n i must allow myself to shift w it if i am to move forward with another chapter of my life as it starts within ourselves always and I am past it n now onto focusing on my happiness ahead n in the moment but I Wil always defend my truth n help others that r ready for it ready to take back their own lives. It can b scary at first. We r use to letting others choose it for us. Follow ur bliss ad ull know ull doin whats right for u if u ever question where u r in life. Some people will never understand what ive gone through and if u dont its ok it was not meant for u. We r just in different places in life. But i will not b silent while humanity is harmed unknowingly n at least need to give them the chance to know it n decide. That wouldnt b right to learn all I have and act like im able to recieve it n another isnt. I just hope others can learn from some of my experiences so they dont hafta go through it all like I have. Thats why i use my fb page n my utube channel, so I dont bombard others w it in person. Online they can skip it n not take it personal. Many of u think what I do isnt right n u have every right to that opinion yet u wouldnt say it to my face n use ur opinion on it. Facts r one thing that I try to use most but it will always still end up coming across as an opinion to some that defend anothers word over their own. I dont claim to b any better or smarter than another. Esp claim to b a prophet as that is nothing more than self proclaimed titles. We all are amazing n equal man, woman, child, ect! Elder oaks said even if they r wrong we shouldnt question or criticize them. Really? That doesnt sound authoritative does it? Hi am i 5 years old? Im criticizing the facts n showing the facts n my experience and not judging other members intent of heart. So many have such a great heart n service others in this world n that is all true intent and greatly needed n nothing is wrong w that. But u r not the only true right way just cause u proclaim it or are silent about it. Its just the best way for u. But its not told in the church that was n thats my issue w it. Thats not how I want to conduct myself when im interacting w others face to face though by explaining myself while im interacting w people that way so I keep it all on the internet. Which is funny cause thats what they know will b the demise of many beliefs sayin its my way people r realizing that things just dont add up right in this this of believing to think that arrogantly. Some r ok w that n I respect that but to forbade me from telling my side of what ive discovered is wrong. I have free speach just like what they tried to do w prop 8. Anyway wanted to let u guys know where i was on this n that im Enjoying this beautiful peice and focusing on my own growth for a while.
Posted on: Sun, 31 Aug 2014 05:01:51 +0000
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