Even though the hardest thing for me was coming out about my own Near Death Experience because most people think Im crazy or dont want to believe me based on their own earthly issues; I have slowly come to terms with being of the lucky million or so who have had near death experiences called NDE. I am very thankful that in my time here in San Diego, I have met many others in cancer support groups who died briefly on operating tables and in random situations that have shown that this earthly judgement and fighting among ourselves is all ridiculous nonsense. I know even on the other side, me being gay was a gift from God. That I was born the way I was meant to be and all this judgement from all the religion is seen as evil. Who I love does not matter as long as I love. I hope others will one day come around to realize the amazing potential we each have. I came back for many reasons. I am on my own journey. Remember to love, and love big! My biggest prayer to the Universe is that it bring me another soulmate. I know while in heaven the Angel showed me it could happen if I made certain decisions. Life is about free will. And I will for a lover/companion/best friend to enter my life soon. To fall in love. I screwed up my early years in the romance department. Mostly mistakes of my own doing. I have learned greatly from them. Now it is time to free the chains and forgive myself in order to allow this man to find me. Enjoy this little article and I also recommend the book by Harvard neurosurgeon Eben Alexander called PROOF OF HEAVEN. Maybe one day more of my own friends will come to understand the beauty of it all. Namaste!
Posted on: Mon, 30 Jun 2014 05:37:40 +0000