Every time I start to have a positive outlook on things going on with myself and my loved ones, it never fails, something fukked up pops off. Its getting to the point that every thing good that happens, i may as well start to brace myself for the next bullshit coming right behind it!! I swear it never fails!! Im getting so sick of this shit, i dont know what to do!! Nobody can seriously tell me to stop worrying about things out of my control, because that is easier said than done!! I cannot just stop worrying about my family!! They mean the world to me, and if they aint happy and going through shit, then i aint happy and im going through shit with them. Its just that damned simple, they are my life and that is never going to change!!Now, I am going to keep praying for the best, hope it all works out, and bite all my fingernails the fukk off as i wait and pray!! What else can i do??Man, if i could just have control over their minds, it would all be good then!! But that is not being realistic and they would never let me do that, but it is a thought worth entertaining huh!! Never happen!!Im no longer going to allow myself to get happy about nothing else in the near future, that way i wont be disappointed when it all starts to spin out in reverse!! And it inevitably will do just that, spin the hell out in reverse!! Thats life, all day, every day!! Shit just sucks!!
Posted on: Sun, 10 Nov 2013 01:50:03 +0000
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