Everyone dies for 100% but it doesn’t mean you can let someone die, you can let yourself die. Sometimes despair gets the strongest gravity. It looks easier to think there is no light in the future. In that meaning, despair may be an indulgence. What should we do in those times ? Should we regret our past decisions ? resent the fate ? hide in the dark hoping the end comes soon ? I think despair comes from ignorance. It is not despair, maybe it’s the desire for the truth. To grab the truth, we must open our eyes and step forward. This is why I’m a fanatic about the truth. I know I am evil for some people. Some people are damaged and lose because of my activity. However, the life to cause anyone no trouble and the life to have someone’s appreciation are essentially different. I believe I’m doing something right. I don’t look around. I just hope to keep myself moving on tomorrow too. The end of June 2013. I’m still alive and scratching the earth to move forward. I came back to Bucharest the day before yesterday. 13 hours on the night train. In the cold compartment because I had no electricity, I was studying Romanian all the way. This time I came back to hunt the headquarters of Fukushima Diary corporation after this winter. I’m also thinking of renting it and the current apartment in Bucharest for Japanese people coming to Bucharest. I live in Arad so I don’t need it. I cannot cancel my apartment in Bucharest yet because I’d have to transfer my residency from Bucharest to Arad then and I don’t know many lawyers. Whatever I do, I seem to bump a problem. I’m believing it will be alright next year. I should be smarter then. Among the daily posts, I try to post technical matters in the plant and also more emotional / social topics from Twitter as [Express]. Both of them are hardly covered by the main stream media. Just like radioactive material and the reactor temperature shift, people’s emotion and social state keep on changing at a real time but they have much less chances to be reported because it’s not the fact in their old style definition. I wanted to give it a chance to be known by the world. When the technical matters and emotional / social topics get to link to each other, my attempt turn out to be successful. The fastest and the most reliable source after 311 were Twitter/SNS. That’s where Fukushima Diary came from. I’m planning to start a new series of the posts as “Fukushima Diary Light” for the quicker and grass-rooted updates. Not to mention, only sold sources will be featured.
Posted on: Fri, 28 Jun 2013 15:45:22 +0000
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