Experiences with Amma Bhagwan and Oneness Kaushalya Kuwadekar, Mumbai My experiences with Shri Bhagwan and Oneness We had been asked to register by 10.30 a m. However, we arrived early and found that there was no one to guide us outside the hall. My friend Nanda suggested that we visit the temple. This was my second visit to the Temple. As we sat in front of the golden Ball, the energy suffused my being. An emotion of pain arose from within me and I could not hold back my tears. I cried. There was so much pain. Then I saw Amma coming towards me from the Golden Ball. She told me, "I am here to help you" and I answered, "Where were you when I needed you? I have so much pain within me" And Amma, with divine love in her countenance, said, "I have always been with you, my child, but you were not looking at me" There was a huge thorn poking into my heart which was piercing down to my loins and she pulled it out. And she disappeared. I started laughing as joy overwhelmed me. I just couldn’t stop laughing. I could see the duality of this world and that seemed amusing. Then I cried again as the pain resurfaced but it quickly turned into joy again. Pain and joy continued alternating. We moved to the first floor, where Amma Bhagwan’s padukas are kept and again, the joy and pain resurfaced I gave and received deeksha. As I was leaving, a young girl ran towards me. I didn’t know her. She asked me if I wanted flowers from the Golden Ball. And I asked her what that was ( I wasn’t aware that the meditation place on second floor was called that). I asked her why she wanted to give me the flowers and she answered that Amma has told me to give you the flowers. I was surprised and wondered how Amma could have conveyed this message to her. In gratitude we received the flowers. It was already 1.30 by the time we returned to the Hall for Mukti Deeksha. In the evening, when I met Shri Bhagwan, I was again in awe of his divinity. When I told him that I had written a book called "Road to Shirdi", he said that Sai Baba is his friend and sends many of his devotees to Him. Thank you very much for all your blessings , Shri Amma Bhagwan
Posted on: Thu, 29 Aug 2013 08:16:21 +0000
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