FQ: I follow the page and try to be supportive without saying to much as I am a FTM of 18 weeks today and 25 years old. So far my pregnancy has been rough from the beginning. I was already severely anemic before getting pregnant and now that has only gotten worse as I am experiencing constant fainting and dizzy spells among other small health issues that stack up to be one high risk stressful pregnancy. Luckily I have an amazing fiancé who when he can, takes care of me and thus far my baby has stayed healthy and on point even when I have not. I force myself to stay positive from day to day knowing there is now a tiny life depending on me in every way. Just two days ago my baby kicked me for the first time and a new light was born inside of my soul that I had never known before. When I called my mother to tell her the exciting news she informed me my grandmother had just been hospitalized with only hours left to live. Because of the distance between us and how sick Ive been I was unable to go see her before she finally passed this morning. I feel just reaching out for positivity will make me feel so much better as I fight to stay calm between bursts of tears that seem to never stop. Im usually the family member that everyone else goes to for strength and Im afraid Ive used mine up. Please keep my baby and family in your thoughts even just for a second. Just maybe an answer to strength will appear before us.
Posted on: Wed, 17 Sep 2014 23:30:01 +0000
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