FYI- I said I was gonna let it be, but something in me just want let me keep it inside. So here it goes. If you knew the old me or if you knows me (in my Bigmama language ) you know back in the day I would have checked you in sent you on your way. But because something has gotten a hold of me, I now have learn to check you on my KNEES. But lets not get it TWISTED, I am still human and I serve God that offers Grace And Mercy along with forgiveness. My story goes like this. Today I went to a food restaurant in The City of Prescott, among entering I saw a few folks (no not a few all) I knew. I spoke and only 2 returned the same gesture. The problem for me is this, These FOLKS PROCLAIM TO LOVE THE LORD, BUT HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE WHEN YOU CANT RETURN A SIMPLE HELLO TO SOMEONE WHO HAS DONE YOU NO HARM. BUT I GUESS I WAS DRESSED ALITTLE TOO CUTE IN MY MISS ME CAPRIS ALONG WITH THE SANUKS THAT I WORKED HARD AND BOUGHT. THEN I GOT IN A LEXUS THAT THE PAYMENT BOOKLET HAS FELIX AND STACEY NAME ON, WHAT ELSE COULD SEEM TO BE THE PROBLEM ? OK BACK TO THE STORY, STOOD IN LINE ORDERING MY ITEM AND FELT A HOT STING IN MY BACK, TURN TO FIND ONE OF THE SISTERS, OH YEA I DIDNT MENTION THAT THERE WERE 3 SISTERS AT THIS TABLE. WELL ANYWAY TURN TO FIND HER LOOKING AT ME UP AND DOWN. THE OLD ME WANTED TO SAY IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG OR HAVE I BE WRONGED SOMEONE AT THIS TABLE, BECAUSE I AM REALLY FEELING OUT OF PLACE AT THIS POINT. BUT THE GOD IN ME ALLOWED ME TO STAND STRONG WITH MY BALD HEAD UP IN THE AIR AND TURN AROUND SMILE AND GO TO MY CAR. AFTER WAITING IN MY CAR FOR A BIT, I GO BACK IN TO GET MY ORDER. WHO DO I MEET THIS TABLE PARTY COMING OUT THE DOOR. ONE SISTER LOOKED AT ME IN THEN LOOKED BACK AT MY CAR AND LOOKED AT THE OTHER SISTER. I SHOOK MY HEAD, I SHOULD NOT HAVE TO EXPLAIN TO STUPID PEOPLE, HOW AND WHY I GOT WHAT I HAVE, AND BY THE WAY ITS NOT MINE AM USING FOR THE LITTLE TIME AM HERE. I WORK VERY HARD EVERYDAY AND I TOO DESERVE NICE THINGS, WHETHER IT BE MISS ME OR JELLY BEANS ITS MINE AND WORKED HARD FOR IT, IF YOU NEED TO KNOW. BUT WHAT I REALLY WANT TO SAY IS THIS SERVING THE LORD WILL PAY OFF AFTER WHILE. KEEP YOUR NOSES IN THE AIR AND SEE BEFORE IT IS OVER WITH THEY WILL BE TO THE FLOOR. BECAUSE ANYTHING THATS UP HAS TO COME DOWN. IVE BEEN DOWN FROM GROWING UP IN A SINGLE PARENT HOME TO LIVING IN THE PROJECTS. BUT I LEARNED THAT GOD IS WHO HE SAY HE IS, HE SAID YOU DO WHAT I ASK AND I WILL GIVE YOU SOME OF YOUR WANTS AS WELL AS YOUR NEEDS. (SUPPLY TO BE CORRECT) SEE ITS NOT ALL ABOUT WHAT U GOT, ITS ABOUT PEOPLE (PRESCOTT) , WE BETTER EXAMINE OURSELVES, QUIT SAYING YOU LOVE THE LORD AND SAY HELLO, QUIT PAYING TITHES AND SINGING IN THE CHOIR, IF YOURE NOT GIVING TO OTHERS WITHOUT TELLING, AND YOURE NOT LIVING WHAT YOUR SINGING. YOU GONNA GET, OH YES YOU ARE. I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW YOU HAD ME FEELING A LITTLE DOWN, BUT I CALLED ON JESUS JUST FOR YOU. SEE I CANT FIX YOU, BUT I KNOW A MAN THAT CAN, EVERY NIGHT AND EVERY DAY I ASK THE OLE LORD FIX ME AND THIS OLD PLACE I CALL HOME. FIX US JESUS, CAUSE WE NEED YOU IN P-CITY RIGHT NOW. SOME YALL HAS GOTTEN THIS THANG WRONG AND ALL I CAN DO IS PUT YOUR NAME ON THE WINGS OF THE WINGS. SO WHEN TROUBLE KNOCKS JUST BE READY. I AM FAR FROM BEING WHAT I SHOULD BE, BUT ONE THING I KNOW YOU WANT CATCH ME MISTREATING ANYONE FOR THE SAKE OF BEING STUPID. TIME OUT, HEAVEN IS MADE UP OF US ALL, AS WELL AS HELL, DONT MISS YOUR RIDE, FOR NT BEING ABLE TO CHANGE. NOW THATS MY RANT FOR TODAY. GET RIGHT OR GET LEFT.
Posted on: Tue, 01 Apr 2014 18:51:10 +0000
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