Fan vent/rant/question. Hi, Can you post it on your page without my name Vent or Rant : Its bit of a long story, will try to make it short if possible I have been grew up being isolsted where I wasnt allow to speak, or see I wasnt allow go out like other children who live normal childhood life until teenager. My Mums family is which I used to close with. They are very judgment from outside look or one or two small details about me, they make big deal and make difficult to communicate with me when I didnt know of what they KNEW about me. Every time Id try to say something, no one is actually have patience with me or listen. Whenever I have a problem, I speak one of family, not mum or my sister Member of family are usual like this to me you need to stop being negative and I lost my voice years ago in high school. They DONT realised how badly my life was affect by my mum who alway go out, bring a man home ( she is very strong narssacit ) They used to say go to counsellor to get helps or write a letter and give to whomever u want them to read And guess what Im already been with counsellor since 15 before they knew me, and Ive wrote down some lwtters to member family and friends and they react to this like SOO bullshit. They decided to have a go at me on lot things from past and now. I felt so angry and hurt I understandy my depressing. Also we have moved to another state to stay away from mum, ( put her restrain order from court) and also to get close to my partners family. And seeing my other family they dont even make effort to make conversation every time they got spare time to use Facebook almost everyday ans I dont get someome come to me, I alway come to them to talks. Sometime they said I have a life to do something or whatever is the excuse was similar to, My gut is tell me theyre avoid it, So what should I do?? Deleted all? Deactivate my Facebook for good? Less personals on Facebook? Additional : I didnt have any friends those years, was only family after all they treat me badly or dumb. Where I stand there and knowonv that is my blood family, and it seem im not blood to em as the way they treat me? ( dunno if itd make sense) Sorry. My father do not visit me since I was little, My sister and I dont talk or contact at all. So im on my own. No bashing on her english. if you read what she said it is hard for her. please give advice. *Michelle*
Posted on: Fri, 29 Nov 2013 13:26:33 +0000
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