Feeling bummed out tonight. 51 and about to be 52 and I am falling apart. I can only see it getting worse. It is hard to get all excited about life when you know it is pain you got to look forward to. I know others get all excited thinking about the next 10 years. Bahhhhhh Humbugggggggggggg. I am suppose to sleep with this brace on. But I can feel some anxiety coming on. I will start thinking about the brace and somehow it is going to choke me and I panic. Now it is on my wrist. But because it restricts the movement, it causes anxiety. I dont want to take a Xanex tonight but if I got to sleep with it on? I might have to. I got to try to relax and tell myself to breath. Nothing is choking me. So strange how something can be a little tight or restrict your movement and you feel like you cant breath. I am clostaphobic or however you spell it. I can tell it got a lot worse since I had the titanium put in my neck. That is my big fear these days, that I am going to choke to death on something.
Posted on: Tue, 19 Nov 2013 04:05:45 +0000
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