Feeling entirely defeated. Usually I try to remain as positive as possible but lately I cant keep up. Ive been working really hard to single handedly film, edit, and upload by myself 5 days a week. Its so entirely difficult! If i am prepared and I have footage then my computer had an error and wont compress thumbnails or wont transfer footage into iMovie. I had a great product haul video filmed and ready for today and now my iMovie is acting up and I cant pull up any video clips from my iPhotos. Cooper is sick and I havent had enough time to spend time with him tonight and he fell asleep on the couch without me while I was fuming over my laptop. I cant keep up with the house work, mom work, and full time job alone anymore, or maybe I can. Tonight and this week have just been harder than usual and I needed to vent. Feeling a little broken hearted and having a moment of weakness. I share these feelings and thoughts with you because it makes me feel real. Sometimes the camera is a filter for life and a lot of you dont see the struggle or the real issues we all go through. If youve have a night like this, or a week, a month, a year, my heart goes out to you. 😢💔💔
Posted on: Fri, 24 Jan 2014 06:51:59 +0000
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