Felt inspired to write a poem that became a masterpiece that surpasses all others ive ever written so i thought id share my twisted thoughts and mind with everyone. Enjoy! Love u Jay Swope!!! Words cannot describe the way i feel each day because what i feel inside cannot be put into words the right way When i tell u that i love u it doesnt seem like its enough When i try to tell u about my love for u i am stuck cuz its too tough I know that my love for others does not compare to the love i feel for you And i know that people say things so freely but every word i say is true Its been five years and i still get butterflies every time i see u smile Your touch sends shivers down my spine and my desire for u runs wild When were apart im literally sick to my stomach thruout my whole day It seems the separation anxiety i feel i dont know how to explain Its like when im away my stomach is twisted up in knots cuz were not together and sometimes our love seems to be forgot We live each day with love this is true But it is not the same kind of love when im home with u. I cant explain the empty feeling i get when i have to leave for work Sometimes its too much for me to handle and it literally drives me besurk I long til our next touch and our welcome back home kiss I know that its a routine but every time brings me bliss Ive never loved so deep that it sometimes hurts to breathe I get all choked up because i know my heart lies directly on your sleeve If ever down the road things happened to go astray I couldnt go on without u i couldnt live another day My life would have no meaning because theres truly no life without you Id go through hell and back just to make sure this marriage pulls thru I long to grow old with you and one day reflect upon our past The good the bad the ugly and what made us strong enough to last. No one could ever replace you i know that in my heart body and soul I only play one game in this life and keeping my family together is my main goal Theres times where things will get hard and everything will be a mess But i promise to never give up on you and pray our problems are laid to rest I couldnt imagine one day without you in my life so please dont leave my side because without you im nothing and my emptiness would ultimately be my demise I cant tell you enough how much you truly mean My love for you is truely the best there is to ever be seen Please never take our love for granted because i have always been honest and loyal with you I expect the same in return but in this crazy life insecurities and doubts can consume Please dont ever hurt me because sometimes my attitude gets the best of me I work so much trying to keep us afloat im exhausted and i give you my sincerest apology I know u have needs and i try my best to be the perfect woman you dream for me to be But sometimes i fall short and i know that but dont be so quick to give up on me Ill always find my way back to you whenever we feel like were drifting apart Ill reignite the dull flame because for the rest of my life you are the keeper of my damaged heart The one whom i devote my everything to heart body mind and soul My forever lover best friend reason for living as a whole I know you try hard to become the father and husband you really want to be And i realize how easy it is to get caught up in the moment and it quickly turns to misery I know patience understanding and maturity all will grow in due time And when that time arrives our marriage and family will cross an even further line The line that provides stability and strength a bond that can never be broken apart A line that establishes a new level of happiness and our goals of true enlightnement can start Please be patient with the kids and i as we are all human and will frequently collide Try to find in your heart to hold your tongue until the urge to flip subsides But i didnt write this poem to try to tell you how to act Im writing this because im so in love with you it hurts and i want you to know all the facts Love is something people take for granted and i know how easy it is to lose sight Im begging you no matter what to never give up on us and to always make it right by night Temptation is a beast that some fall prey to and is impossible to be tamed But know that those are never worth the temporary satisfaction you get because in one instance your life can go up in flames i love you to the point where the love is almost unbearable to feel Because not being in your company all the fears i have become so real The fear that someone will come along and direct you away from the life you once loved but now feel deprived Something new exciting and different that make your ordinary life become more alive Sometimes i wonder if even though i try so hard the little things will never add up to enough Because some else will always look better act different be more like you and you may feel to not stray is becoming more and more tough How do you trust when every angle of life is confronting you to throw away something that took so long to build Like that immediate satisfaction seems worth it at the time and you dont think to contemplate the guilt You dont think in that moment that you could have changed your entire life because of one stupid careless mistake But when it comes out everything falls to pieces and both parties are faced with such a difficult choice to make Forgive hurt and start over with everything youve built Or leave your past behind you the life that at one time your heart and soul were fulfilled Its important to realize that with even new interests they will eventually become another worn out routine with all the mysteries revealed And in doing so should create assumption of the importance to work on and fix what you have and no secrets to ever be concealed With this poem ive intended to help you see how much i truly require to have you in my life and by my side Ive never taken the words ligthly and i stand by them til the day i die I have never been so sure of anything in my entire life And that is why i made the decision to accept the proposal to be your wife You never have to worry about me losing sight losing interest or me falling out of love My love for you is the strongest ive ever felt for anything or anyone in my life and i will love u until death and will watch over you from above I dread the day one of us has to eventually say goodbye And im almost sure it will cause my broken heart so much pain that it too will shortly die I hope this helps you understand a lil better how i think and feel And i hope your love is just as strong so theres no doubt we make it to the end because i know what we have is real I hope to always work things out because every angry comment hurts like hell I cant help but hurt so much to the point where i feel the need to dwell To feel the pain of ever losing you is more than my heart and soul to bear So please hold true to your vows until the end of time because to break them breaks us and we owe it to each other to be fair So i close these thoughts with you hopefully knowing that my love is truly so obsessive it hurts to sometimes breathe And i pray your true and faithful til the end and give our children the chance of knowing a lifelong marriage is hard work but can succeed. To my husband, I love you so much it gives me such anxiety everyday and ive never once taken our love for granted and i pray you do the same. i have so many fears in life but my worst is ever losing you. its only been a year and weve already travelled down a hard road but i hope you and i can learn from all of it and be stronger than ever before. Never let your love fade die or stray because we have so much to lose and a life without you inst worth living. Please give me the same honestly loyalty and respect that i have given you and i know in my heart we will make it. Holding strong working hard and never giving up. We only get one life to live and ive given mine to you. Its fragile dont break it and it will provide you with more love than you could ever imagine. You break it and we both break. Shortly after it will die. Keep me alive. Your love and my life depends on it. I love you with all my heart and soul. It makes me vunerable and weak so hold me up and never let me go. Xoxo.
Posted on: Sat, 27 Dec 2014 02:06:17 +0000
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