Finally after 2 hours I convince myself that Gaurav is not gonna come. He has done it many a times in past and this one is no special. I was hurt, dared not to admit it, as I feared to appear weak, over expecting. By the time I reached Masi’s place I was perfectly fine, feeling completely like a inexpensive, mediocre plastic doll. I kept aside my mediocre sandals and purse. May be I am too dull for Mumbai life. I mean come’ on who remembers a friend from 5 year old, small town friendship. So what he talked so cordially, at least it appeared so, on the surface. Thanks how Gaurav is, nice to all, good to talk and laugh, but.. leave it, I don’t want to sound mean. I paid Auto-wala and crossed road. Masi was standing with someone, tall and handsome. Guy had his back towards me, and has flowers with him. Gosh is that Gaurav, Oh my God, how silly I have been. I mean Gaurav is everything but insensitive, he cares. I agree that I might not be that a great friend to him now, but I am a friend that he remembers. There she comes. Masi said, “Sonya, Gaurav’s friend Rakshit has come to meet you”. He told me that Gaurav’s bike gone crazy, and he is getting it operate. LAME! What nonsense. Now I don’t know what I am. Am I really important, such that he sent his friend to convey his. It feels like a princess whose prince has sent his best friend to apologize for not making it up. But then this approach looks so medieval. Ok wait! Stop! Get your head straight lady! Gaurav is just a friend, what are you crazy?? He sent his friend, may be for some work, he needed some help from Masi, may be money for bike repair?? Rakshit looks like a complete dodo, you know what I mean. Ok ignore my previous description of Tall Handsome etc… This reminds me flowers he was holding. Ok I see, he handed it to aunty. ya of course Gaurav must have sent these for Aunty. Enough for today, I can not use my brains any more else I fear fire. So many questions. Does he really care about me? Then why didn’t he call me? May be he was out of battery, out of balance. He could have used STD/PCO. Awwwwwhhhh Gaurav I hate you. Sleep bubble head. Stay cool, in fact cold will be better. Gaurav is his own person. Thinking so much for his is injurious to health.
Posted on: Thu, 27 Jun 2013 20:52:18 +0000
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