First- do you remember when I said I was always doing something? Well, I guess things havent changed. Ive been working on something actually for two days now, but in regards to you - last night. Im going to attempt to figure out how to show you here, I was on the other computer. Anyway, in that process, a lot of things occurred to me. One a title - silent no more. I like it, but up to you of course. And just because I see this happening, it doesnt have to if you dont want it to. Along those lines- let me tell you a story about when my dad died. At that time, I met a physic, I dont know why I cant seem to spell that word right, anyway she was obviously meant to come into my life. Anyway, I could tell she was very good, I asked her lots of questions, until I went away with an understanding, I didnt have before I came. All the details dont matter here, and explaining would be difficult, you probably have a better understanding about it, than I do and putting my energy there to figure it out, well lets just say I have a better use for that. Anyway, in the course of this, I asked if he had to come back. She told me he was figuring that out right now ( then) and that he was seeing all hed done and its affects to others to make that choice, I know what Im saying, but I dont know if Im using the right words here. Basically, I understood that judgement day so to speak is judged by your soul, that of the person, not some god so to speak, but yourself and when you know all in that state, you decide, do you understand? Anyway hearing that he was going to see and know how he hurt me, I was mortified. I was like oh god, itll kill him. Yeah I know he was dead, but you know thats just a body. She was so taken by my genuine reaction, I only remember it because of that, anyway a lot transpired, but I got what I came for, I then went home and pleaded his case with all the soul I had. And you know Im all soul, but this was in the working stages, anyway I made it known that I didnt need that, him having to come back etc. it wouldnt help me, it wouldnt change what was etc, there is a reason for everything, he would have come back, undoubtably, and he wouldnt have been there overlooking me and an accident, that we walked away unscathed from, another story, a lot happened leading up to his death, growth, understanding etc, not the point just understand I had my reasons, dont I always, point - Im not even saying you want to but you cant save him from this at some point on some level hes going to know. Do whats best for you now, always. Go ahead and read what Ive got while I try to figure out that link.
Posted on: Fri, 28 Mar 2014 18:04:13 +0000
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